Be the anomaly. The aberration. The glitch in the matrix. The divergent. The string of junk code. The stubborn apple that falls nowhere near the tree. Or the fucking forest. Be the fool. The bonehead. The idiot in the room. Let them shake their groupthink heads at you. Let them be ashamed of you. Embarrassed of you. Pissed off at you. They will call you names and you must let them. Let them jeer. Let them point. Let them laugh. Be resistant to their mockery. Be the fodder for their jokes. Be a magnificent failure in their eyes. A tiger does not lose sleep over the opinion of the sheep. Go ahead…be the scar tissue on their worldview. Their normality. They’ll loathe you. They’ll fear you. They’ll wish they were you.


Almost ALL of the people I know in “real life” have blocked or unfriended me on Facebook (as well as in reality) b/c I don’t hold back. I am so interested in and passionate about the things I see happening that I finally crossed the threshold to where the truth matters more to me than what anyone thinks of me. And boy is that a freeing feeling. Not that I haven’t paid a heavy price for it though…socially that is. But I’d much rather be alone than in shallow company anyways, so it doesn’t bother me much.

Almost all of my Facebook friends (who have become”real friends” over the years) are people I’ve never met.

About a year ago one of my best friends from high school tried to have a “talk” with me saying “So what’s going on with you? Alot of people have been telling me they’re concerned.” (Because of my Facebook posts.)

I couldn’t help but laugh at her genuine concern….just wow…every day is just so bizarre…knowing and seeing these things plain as day and watching those right next to you see absolutely nothing.

I didn’t even bother trying to explain. I knew by now that was a lost cause. So I just replied “Its not my fault everyone’s brainwashed.”

The look she got on her face (she’s a liberal who lives in San Francisco) makes me laugh when I think back to it.

I told her “Someday I’ll seem like the most brilliant person in the world.” She shook her head at me…

In the 1960s, John Todd, one of the early Illuminati whistleblowers said something in one of his lectures that really stuck with me. It spoke to me because it’s what happened to me and I believe it to be true with all my heart. He said:

“Anyone who studies this stuff…the Illuminati, the Federal Reserve, the political side, the elite, Hollywood, all of it–anyone who goes really deep…finds God, the Bible and Jesus Christ. It’s all about Him. It’s a war on HIM.”

And there it is folks. That’s what it all boils down to. It’s such a profound statement because it’s so true! I truly believe that we are the last generation and that Jesus Christ will probably return within our lifetimes.. and that Satan knows he has but a short time…so he’s pulling out all the stops. He has been held back until now from destroying the earth. But we are about to witness the grand finale and it is going to be EPIC.

It’s a spiritual war, cloaked in deception. A battle more important than any before it in the history of the world..and WE have been specifically chosen to be a part of it. Our actions during it will echo in eternity and the implications of it are more important than we could ever possibly comprehend.

We are the Children of the End. And the true reality of what’s going on SMASHES fiction any day of the week. And that’s WHY this is all so fascinating to me.

When Obama appeared on the scene in 2008 campaigning for president I had an immediate & almost physical aversion to him. I never cared about or knew anything about politics until that man stepped onto the scene.

I was 28 in 2008 and up until that point I had been too busy partying to give any thought to politics or world affairs. But the appearance of Obama on the scene changed that for me…because of the unexpected physical reaction I found myself having to him. I’ve learned from experience that my gut feeling is always spot on and I had never had such a reaction like this to someone I barely knew. Something was up.

I’ll never forget the first time I saw him give a campaign speech on TV….I can’t explain why or how I knew, but the hairs stood up on the back of my neck and I KNEW he was evil and here to destroy our country (I knew nothing about the Illuminati or NWO at the time). I thought he must be the Antichrist b/c it blew me away how no one around me could feel what I felt when I saw him.

I started trying to warn all of my family & friends…begging them not to vote for him….I became almost obsessed with it. Everyone got mad at me of course, telling me to calm down and shut up.

The day Obama was inaugurated to the presidency on January 21st, 2009, I was in an inpatient women’s rehab right outside San Francisco in Marin (trying to get off opiates) and the counselors who ran the rehab were all liberals. They canceled all of our activities that day so we could watch the inauguration and celebrate the first black president.

All of the girls excitedly gathered around the TV to watch. At first I tried to sit with them, but it quickly became unbearable. I had the same emotions one might have watching the execution of a loved one. I was nauseous and felt like throwing up. I left the “celebration” to go be alone. I wasn’t expecting to be so physically affected by his inauguration.

I remember it was raining and grey and how appropriate that felt on a day like today…it was as though the heavens were crying. I was so heavy & sad. I distinctly felt a shift in the spiritual realm that day and I knew that everything would be different from that day forward. I even saved that day’s San Francisco Chronicle b/c I knew that one day this headline would be prophetic. I still have it. Here’s a pic of it.

So when Obama was elected I knew without a doubt that we were in the End Times. I felt it strongly in my spirit.

I had always been fascinated with the book of Revelation as a child….I was always drawn to that book and I remember combing through every detail as a little girl, trying to figure out the meaning and imagining what those times would be like.

I’ve heard many others say that they too have always had something inside of them that knew that “something big” was going to happen in their lifetime, that they would be a part of.

In college I was living abroad in Madrid when Tim LaHaye’s “Left Behind” books came out and I read through that entire series on my long rides to work and school on the Metro. They fascinated me.

I even went and visited the Vatican and Pope John Paul III happened to give a mass the day I was there. He rode within feet of me, waving to the crowd, in his bullet proof glass encased “Pope-mobile” and I remember feeling like I was living out one of the scenes in the Left Behind series.

This was in the year 2001 (I was only 20 years old) and back then I was not aware of how evil the Catholic system was at the very top but I do distinctly remember touring the Vatican and noticing that it didn’t feel good there. It reminded me of Vegas where the air feels thick and suffocating…’s the oppressive feeling of major demonic activity.

So when Obama was elected I thought he might be the Antichrist. (I don’t think so anymore) because of how everyone was so enamored with him. It was hard to find anyone else who sensed this man’s evil….who felt like I did. I had only ONE friend…another Christian man at my work who felt the same way, who I could talk to. The rest of my family and friends (many of them Christians) got mad at me… told me I was over reacting… I was a racist, and to “give Obama a chance”.

So of course with the appearance of this very obvious villain on the scene, I began paying attention…but I knew nothing then….I had no clue there were powers behind him…the “Illuminati” and their “New World Order” weren’t even on my radar…but that would soon change. My hunger for knowledge had begun…and I wanted to understand more.

And it’s interesting b/c looking back on my “awakening & learning process” I see that I HAD to have been divinely guided b/c I “randomly” came across the information in almost perfect sequential order. As though God was running a lesson plan and bringing me the perfect info at the perfect time, in the perfect order.

He started out by showing me that aliens were demons. I had never really thought much about aliens….at the time I was shocked to find out just how many people were actually having these abduction experiences. It all began when I ordered a book that I randomly came across…that at the time just looked interesting. I really have no explanation why I ordered it….except that perhaps I was directed to….it’s called “Unholy Communion” by Joe Jordan & David Ruffino.

These 2 guys started researching alien abductions and spent several years interviewing thousands of ppl who had been abducted. They were not Christians when they started this research but by the end of this project they had become Christians….b/c just like every ufologist or researcher who has ever done thorough research into this area…they soon discovered through their thousands of interviews…that the ONLY thing that has EVER stopped an abduction in its tracks was the person calling upon Jesus Christ. Calling on His name made these beings flee immediately.

An interesting statement they made in their book was that every secular ufologist knows this…it is a fact well known by many in the UFO community (that Jesus name is the only known thing to ever stop an abduction)…yet it is rarely spoken about because it doesn’t fit their narrative…and so it is dismissed.

So aliens are demons..but of course! Made so much sense. They steal kill and destroy.

Then I came across LA Marzulli (“UFO’s are real burgeoning and not going away”) where I learned the REAL reason for Noah’s flood…I had been a pastor’s daughter…had grown up in church my whole life…so I was BLOWN AWAY when I found out the REAL reason God flooded the earth.

God hadn’t destroyed every living thing on earth because “people were really bad”. He had sent the flood because Lucifer was about to wipe out His creation!!

Wow… If they had actually taught us the truth in Sunday school …about the Watchers, the giants/Nephilim and just the REAL reason God had flooded the earth…. Sunday school would have been SOOO much more interesting.

The words of the book of Enoch were a warning meant not for his generation but “for one that is to come”…. We ARE that generation. The warning is for us.

I was amazed. The Bible came alive for me in a way it hadn’t before…and things began to make so much more sense! Suddenly the long boring chapters carefully chronicling genealogy weren’t so annoying anymore. The bloodline mattered! Why had this information been kept from us? Why was it considered unimportant by the churches ? Had they missed the line in the Bible “As in the days of Noah, so shall it be at the coming of the Son of Man”???

There is nothing new under the sun and Satan is still up to his old schemes. The problem is that the churches now only teach a watered down version of truth and people will not be prepared for what’s coming, when their pastors are preaching “generic self help sermons” every Sunday.

Then I came across Doug Hagmann and Steve Quayle who were both instrumental in introducing me to a vast treasure trove of new information as well as some really awesome watchmen. I ordered & read Steve Quayle’s book “Angel Wars” which really opened my eyes.

I somehow came across one of Alex Jones documentaries online… and I’ll never forget the first time I saw the video footage of our govt and world leaders participating in that Satanic ritual at Bohemian Grove. That knocked my socks off and changed everything for me.

Because suddenly it all started coming together. Because NONE of this will EVER make any sense until you understand that all top world/govt leaders are occultists and are taking orders from the Fallen One.

All Christians know that Satan is considered the “god of this world” and yet still seem to have a hard time believing that those in power are ACTUALLY Satan worshippers….Satan worshippers who ACTUALLY do things like sacrifice babies and drink their blood in rituals….and on the list goes. Horrific things. Their god is demanding and requires much for his services. They carry out his master plan and he in turn gives them riches, and power, pleasure and prestige.

The fact that most of these bloodline elitists have been split and programmed since they were in the womb is one of the best covers for what they do. Because the average person cannot fathom how a well known politician could (for example) kill a baby in a satanic ritual and do all these horrific things say on a Tue night….and then by Wed morning be dressed to the 9’s, hair coiffed giving a wonderful speech to the public in Congress, appearing completely “together” and normal the very next morning.

The amnesic barriers between personalities protects their sanity and ability to function….while still taking part in horrific evil….committing acts that would drive the avg person to insanity.

All throughout the world’s history, even back to ancient Egypt, the bloodline Luciferian elites have “split” their children through Satanic Ritual Abuse. It’s the only way to continue doing what they need to do to please their god and still function and remain “sane”. So for example, the politician giving the speech in front of Congress on a Wednesday morning can appear so benevolent and sincere in the moment because they ARE. This person has no recollection of the atrocities they carried out and/or participated in the night before.

When I found out that the people in charge are Satan worshippers and what their goal was, I felt like the wind had been knocked out of me. Especially because it all made perfect sense. The whole picture came into focus, suddenly all at once….This was when my paradigm completely shattered and I went through a period of mourning. Looking back I think I went through the stages of grief over it. Denial, Anger, Bargaining, Depression and finally Acceptance.

I was pregnant with my first (and only) child at the time and I was mourning the loss of his future…. wondering what kind of world I was bringing him into….what kinds of things he was going to have to face. I was heartbroken. How was I supposed to raise him…to prepare him without taking away his hope?

It took about a year and a half to process it all and get past the depression and anger into the acceptance stage. It’s some heavy stuff to process. Your whole construct of reality must come down and be rebuilt again.

Today my son who’s just turned 7 knows the basic truths (although I keep it light). Most importantly he knows Jesus.

And when the veil began to lift for me I was so amazed with what I was finding out that I thought EVERYONE would want that know. The biggest shock of my life was when I found out that this wasn’t so.

I was so confused at the reaction I got when I would try to tell my family and friends the things I was learning. They would immediately bristle and become tense….. I was so confused. What was going on? Why did no one believe me? Why did no one want to know?

I felt a range of emotions….but mostly confusion….it was really hard for me to understand why people didn’t care, didn’t want to know, and just plain didn’t believe me.

The truth is so incredible and so epic that you really could not write this stuff if you tried.

I also think the truth has been supernaturally hidden using witchcraft and occult covering. They have a spiritual covering over it….that hides it from the masses.

Although I believe that when they “tell us what their plans are” or “hide things in plain site”, that they are following the spiritual law of consent. If they tell us what their plans are (using Hollywood and the media for example) and we do nothing to stop it, we have in fact passively given our consent….which then gives them legal right to proceed.
So it took me a couple years to understand and accept the fact that most people will not believe me, and will go out of their way to avoid me….because these things make them uncomfortable.

That’s why you kind of have to make a decision regarding things like your Facebook page. You either 1) post neutral things like pics of your dinner, your grandkids, and cute baby/funny cat videos, or 2) very mild truths hoping to warm ppl up, being careful not to alienate anyone…OR 3) you go all in and post whatever the hell you want. And if you go with option 3 then brace yourself for the outrage from friends, family and acquaintances. They WILL all block you. No..unfollowing your posts is not enough. Neither is unfriending you. They must block you AND make sure you know about it first. Which is silly…as if you’re going to start harassing them and sending them links via messenger. No they know you won’t. They just want to punish you for making them so upset. And if there’s no truth to any of it like they claim then what is there to be so upset about? Reminds me of all those atheists who are so obviously mad at God.

I started Facebook out like anyone else. With a few hundred friends. All ppl I knew in real life. Now just a handful of “real life friends/family” remain ( under 5 maybe). I watched as they all dropped like flies one by one. I managed to offend almost every single one of them. But the beauty of it is….that I really didn’t care that much. I am so interested in and passionate about what I see happening that I just know I can’t keep it in or hide it. And it feels so good to be able to be myself and not care what others think. Slowly but surely I attracted ppl who appreciated the same things and over the years I’ve collected quite an amazing group of people. Most I have never met in person….but they have all been such a blessing.
And anyways my main point was that looking back I feel like all of this info was shown to me in just the perfect sequence as though God was guiding me. And when you hear truth you know it. Well I feel like I do anyways. And since then I’ve come across so many others like myself (thanks to the internet)…but its always been a persistent question in my mind… Why is it that so few Christians understand the bigger picture?

It really bothered me that more Christians couldn’t “see”. My parents are amazing Christians and both have a very close relationship with Him that they cultivate on a daily basis. Why couldn’t they “see”?

One day God gave me the answer. And I know it was from Him because of the way it came to me. He tends to answer me by striking me with a thought that hits me a certain way right in my gut…as though I’d always known the answer, but just needed to remember it. And this one was a clear epiphany.

The reason they can’t “see” this stuff is not necessarily because they’re not spiritually discerning but because they weren’t “made” to see it. God didn’t create them with the type of personality to be interested in these things if that makes any sense. They have other gifts & callings serving here on His earthly kingdom.

I think that those of us who are interested in and deeply understand this stuff (it seems to come so natural to us) are this way because it’s a part of our calling. It’s a natural desire & wisdom that God created in us because somehow it fits in with what our ultimate mission will be, here on earth in these End Days. What that purpose is or will be exactly? I have no idea but I know it is real and that it is important.

And yes…Christians NEED to understand the plans of the enemy. Some of us have been called to do just that although it’s obviously not for everyone. Most can’t handle it and it just confuses them and puts them in fear. So my point is is that it’s really easy to get annoyed and frustrated w/ our friends & family who seem totally clueless…especially when they resent us for it and it causes tension. But I guess we just have to remember that not all Christians are called to the same purpose and that this knowledge/wisdom/discernment (whatever it is) is unique to us because we have a special calling. We will be warriors for Christ in a different way than most Christians. I look forward to finding out.

We are living in one of the most important days on earth right now. Part of the reason it’s all so interesting to me is just how bizarre and unbelievable this is…how they are able to pull this off and deceive ppl on this large of a scale. Ppl tell me to stop focusing on the “negative” but what they don’t understand is that it doesn’t affect me like that. I understand the bigger picture and I know at the end of the day who is ultimately in control. I feel safe in knowing that Jesus Christ really did pay the price to redeem us and that although we may still die a physical death, we will be restored to perfection and live in His presence for eternity. Eternity is a very long time.

This temporary reality we are living in and the spiritual battle that is being played out on the world stage right now is stranger than fiction. We have front row seats to a time in history that people have talked about, written about, thought about, and wondered about for thousands of years. I’m not going to apologize for being absolutely fascinated with what I see playing out in front of me in real time. Do you know how many theologians and men of faith would LOVE to have witnessed these events in their lifetime? To finally see how the mystery of these prophesies are actually fulfilled?

I understand that most ppl are not where I am and that many can’t see the whole picture. And that looking at this stuff puts them in fear & makes it too hard to function on a daily basis. I get it. Not only does it take faith in Jesus, belief in a spiritual war, and an understanding of prophesy, but it also takes a certain kind of right brained personality perhaps?….to be able to connect the patterns and appreciate the intricate layers of complexity and intrigue that makes this entire thing so fascinating.

So I guess I’m trying to remember that not everyone can handle learning about this. Of course when they can’t ignore it anymore they’ll have to face it then.

Here is one of my favorite C.S Lewis quotes.

“You may have noticed that the books you really love are bound together by a secret thread. You know very well what is the common quality that makes you love them, though you cannot put it into words: but most of your friends do not see it at all, and often wonder why, liking this, you should also like that. Again, you have stood before some landscape, which seems to embody what you have been looking for all your life; and then turned to the friend at your side who appears to be seeing what you saw — but at the first words a gulf yawns between you, and you realise that this landscape means something totally different to him, that he is pursuing an alien vision and cares nothing for the ineffable suggestion by which you are transported. Even in your hobbies, has there not always been some secret attraction which the others are curiously ignorant of — something, not to be identified with, but always on the verge of breaking through, the smell of cut wood in the workshop or the clap-clap of water against the boat’s side? Are not all lifelong friendships born at the moment when at last you meet another human being who has some inkling (but faint and uncertain even in the best) of that something which you were born desiring, and which, beneath the flux of other desires and in all the momentary silences between the louder passions, night and day, year by year, from childhood to old age, you are looking for, watching for, listening for? You have never had it. All the things that have ever deeply possessed your soul have been but hints of it — tantalising glimpses, promises never quite fulfilled, echoes that died away just as they caught your ear. But if it should really become manifest — if there ever came an echo that did not die away but swelled into the sound itself — you would know it. Beyond all possibility of doubt you would say “Here at last is the thing I was made for”. We cannot tell each other about it. It is the secret signature of each soul, the incommunicable and unappeasable want, the thing we desired before we met our wives or made our friends or chose our work, and which we shall still desire on our deathbeds, when the mind no longer knows wife or friend or work. While we are, this is. If we lose this, we lose all.”

– C.S. Lewis, The Problem of Pain

Thank you to all of you who’ve made me feel appreciated & valued over the last few years…by being interested in the things I post.

You’ve helped keep me sane and encouraged me in this Twighlight Zone we find ourselves in. … Because of you I can be confident that I’m not “crazy” or “out there” like my real life family and friends all think I am. 😉

I must end this with this amazing short film.

A friend sent it to me a couple years ago saying “You HAVE to watch this”. I did and since then I have probably watched it 100+ times because it’s so awesome . Check this out. (It’s short) but AMAZING.

P.S. My real name is Laurel. If you’d like to connect via Facebook plse send me a friend request. Make sure you send a quick message also or I may not see your request. (Although on Facebook,  I’m very often on a 30-day ban so it may take me a bit to accept or reply to messages there.) I’m also on Twitter although not as much. Or you can simply email me at Thanks so much for taking the time to read my blog and plse reach out and connect with me if you’re one of the ones “who can see”. It can be a lonely road for sure.

I AM that little girl…

Anger overtakes me…
Fists clenched..
Screaming “Kill me then!”….

“Oh wait….

You can’t??!!!” 😂😂

I, among MANY of you, have a comission.
We were made for this…
We shall be protected till the appointed time.

Pay no mind to the roaring enemy.

Listen to your gut and keep your heart on your mission… Whatever that turns out to be….

You shall know it when you see it…

345 thoughts on “To My Friends Who Can See…

  1. Good post, strange looks from your friends are all part of the program when you bust through that first layer of the matrix. Everybody wants to believe everything is alright.
    Hey I have one I wish you would look at and I have kept it on the side bar forever. I feel it is the true words of Jesus and it matches up with Vedic Scripture.
    Back in the day when I was active in Divine Light Mission, run by the a guru from India they asked us to be sure and read this one.
    My story, and hey try and tell you parents you just met the master of the universe!
    I kind of call this my story.
    Religion Means Pathway To Truth, Some Pathways Are A Long Winding Road
    Lucifer Or The All Seeing Eye Is Inside Your Head
    There are many medicine men, some have the power and some just talk!!!!! Geronimo!

    1. The Essene Gospel, supposedly translated from the Dead Sea scrolls, is a work of fiction by Edmond Bordeaux Szekely (1905–1979). Szekely’s demonically inspired words are NOT the words of Jesus Christ. I hope that someday you can discover the real words of TRUTH and LIFE.

    2. anything Essene is gnostic gospel, for a history of the whole “mess” get and read , “Genesis 6 Conspiracy” by Gary Wayne (his website is named the same as the book)) – it’s 802 pages and the product of 30+ years of research

    3. Hello , I first want to say, God Bless You. As long as you are doing what your Heavenly Father wants , nothing else matters. My eyes were open two years ago, now It’s just me and my two little puppies. I know how you feel, more than you know. Thank – you so much for sharing your thoughts and feelings. After I read everything, I felt like God had given me a Divine visitation from an angel. I felt so uplifted, like I wasn’t alone anymore. May God continue to do a mighty work in you.Thank – You!!!😇

        1. I read this to my soon to be fiancé … she asked how long I had been working on it 😂… I told her that I didn’t write it… she had that dog hears a strange noise look of confusion. I am blessed to have met you – I too feel uplifted … and I now know that I/we have a job to do in the near future…. I am renewed

          1. There are spirals of less gravity than the norm on the face of the earth that will go on to tell why many of the ancient monuments were built.The first sentences of the bible are not about the creation of the material universe: instead; they are about the creation of life in the womb of the mother.Crop Circles, Cattle Mutilations and Flying Saucers are made possible through the misuse of advanced human technologies.  The angels seen at Mons, Belgium in August of 1914 and the apparition that occurred at Fatima, Portugal were holograms.  Please reply.    Blog: the once and future   Joe Richardson 

          2. if you really believe that you need to check out L A Marzulli’s meticulously researched DVD on Fatima for starters. Then read Gary Wayne’s book I referenced in another comment.

        2. Hi Lauren, thank you for posting your great story! I have a similar one…tried friending you on scmuckbook but says you arent there…always hated the site, but must be on for work…another way to stay in touch?
          only blessings and truth,

  2. I LOVED THIS thank you for posting it…you have helped me so much in just two days with your wise words.Your truly talented and I’m positive God will use you to touch the right people at the right did it for me yesterday . onwards and upwards dear lady and thank you for the time you took to share with me

      1. Me and my 2 sisters are the only ones awake in a very large extended family. If not for them I’m not sure what I would have done these last few years. It won’t be long before others will be forced to wake up. I pray it won’t be too late.

      2. Would love to have your email address. Everything you are saying the Lord has been teaching me since the early 90’s.

    1. Uhm….50 shades of pissed off had a prayer request…step up Christians…
      (sorry posted here to be at the top)

        1. Hey 50 Shades…why not do another article/post with the information and prayer request. A part 2, if you will. That will get much needed attention.

  3. Blessed are you for having received the love of truth. When people bring up my “negativity” , they’re usually responding in fear to the information. When that happens, I usually ask them why it’s so scary to simply look at something. Perfect love casts out fear. Always.

      1. Hi fifty, keep up the good work. It’s refreshing to see young people like yourself awaken to what really is going on in this world. I am faced with fear on a daily basis because I know what is coming upon the earth. I fear for the future of my family, friends, and co-workers because most don’t see the writing on the wall. The beast system is almost complete and genocid is at the door step. The day will come when we all will have to make a choice; except the mark and be dammed forever or refuse and have your head cut off.

        1. Danny
          Please don’t fear, just PRAY to God for your loved ones and leave them in His hands. It’s His will that none will be lost, but without prayer, even His hands are tied. He cannot force as it’s against His principles but He can knock even harder on the doors of their hearts but only if we ask Him. Remember the story of Job and how satan accused Him of favoring Job? Same thing with our loved ones. God requires to be asked. Pray heaps for them and all will be well in the end.

        2. Yes it’s hard not to anticipate what’s coming. Esp when you have loved ones to worry about. The first couple years after waking up the fear about what would happen to my son weighed really heavy on me. I was certain it was right around the corner. How would I protect my baby? I’m really grateful that it seems to have been delayed multiple times. And now at least my son is a little older. I totally understand now when the Bible talks about how awful it will be for nursing women in those days. You just feel so vulnerable with a little child. I wrote this blog post about it.

        3. I’m not at all afraid of having my head removed; it will take seconds and Yeshua says He will be there. I share your concern; that is for all the family members who are clueless and like it that way. It’s heartbreaking. However Revelation 14:6 says that there will be a powerful angel preaching repentance to everyone worldwide right before the harvest of the earth, so be of good cheer, you have no idea what mighty things YHVH has in store. Keep on praying, fasting, praying, fasting 🙂

      2. The Babylon Code by Paul McGuire concisely describes this entire matrix. He also has a new book describing the Matrix coming out this summer, excellent resource for any and all interested. Also has an Internet site and McGuire report every day detailing what is talked about here. I highly recommend it. Us Warriors have to connect and stick together, Blessings, all.

            Listen to his show everyday, read his books. A Godly man shouting to the rooftops…support him. We need these watchmen to navigate what’s coming.

    1. I just read 50 shades and now know what most of my life has been about, and why I always felt like odd man out because I felt no one understood reality. Sensing the bigger picture is a lonely status. Thanks for letting me know I am not alone.

        1. Fifty: I became awake about 2 years ago. So excited! Thought everyone would want too know told my roommate, she told me she didn’t want to hear that Doom and Gloom! Told her someday you will see it all around you. She said: Have you taken all your Meds? (I’m Schizo Affective) But, I still Research On! Keep up the good work! See you on FB!!

  4. Thank you for this. It was like reading my experience exactly except I was stuck in the anger for too long. I’m finally better now. I too feel like there must be a purpose for us. Just this spring it dawned on me that my family might really think I’m crazy. I chuckle every time I think of that.
    As a result of this awakening, I’m in Bible study and I love it!

    1. That’s awesome! Last Christmas I overheard a conversation I obviously wasn’t supposed to between two close family members making fun of me and snickering about a book I’d left out on the counter. It was Exo-Vaticana by Tom Horn & Cris Putnam. About the Vatican, the Pope, and the alien savior they’re currently preparing for. The conversation went along the lines of “What’s that? It must be Laurel’s book. And then I’d imagine some eye rolling and some comments about “How ridiculous”…followed by more laughter.
      Famous last words…
      The way they laughed though is what got me. And just like you, it hit me how crazy they think I am. I dwelled on that for about 2 seconds and then shrugged it off…b/c I know without a shred of a doubt it’s not crazy.. Reality SMASHES fiction. And someday we will look really brilliant…someday…not that we will probably even care then though…we’ll prob be too busy trying to survive.

      1. Hi Fifty,
        Great article,,, you are not alone. I am glad to see so many comments. Even my best friend asks me, “have you spoken about this to anyone else?” No one is listening. The evil one has been at this game of deception for a long long time.
        I am convinced after much research that Pentecost 2017 may be an extremely special day for Christians.
        I’d give you my list of references but it’s too long and Pentecost is right around the corner, now if I could only figure out which day it is? God Bless you and your work.

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    yours. It’s pretty worth enough for me. In my view, if all website owners and bloggers made good content as you did, the net will be much more useful than ever before.

  6. Ha. A pretty blonde girl that claims she seeks truth? Right. And I’m Santa Claus. Nice psyop, where’s the stupid dating ad to go with it?

    1. I know…I cant be blonde, pretty AND interested in truth. I get that alot and its pretty sad. If you’re a female who’s interested in the truth you must be old or unattractive? You must have nothing else going for you if you take the time to research and care about the huge delusion being cast upon the world? I get that alot and its sad. Sad that more women my age (who are the ones with young children raising families) dont care about the fact that their children’s future is being destroyed right in front them.

      1. Occupies my mind everyday throughout the day. My darling eldest daughter gave birth to her third child – all in wedlock – yesterday, and I work to stay focused on Christ as I consider what’s coming. My daughter knows full well and believes the Bible’s forewarnings about the End Times. She’s in MOPS and I think about those dear young mothers all the time searching so intently for wisdom, for answers, for insight. God bless you and give you strength every moment of each day, Lindsay.

    2. To bad that you can’t see the truth!!, soo sorry!!!. It happen to me!!!, and I’M MEXICAN!!!!. What happend to her, happen to me!!. If you love truth !!!!.

    3. By the way Mike, keep on your Santa Clause job, jajajajajaa, maybe you dinally find someone stupid as tou to date!!.

    4. Looks like Ms. Glaze has attracted a satanic soulless Troll. Maybe he’ll learn something intelligent, but doubtful. He’s completely mindless.

  7. You’ve answered a lot of questions for me as to why I can see these things and the rest of my family cannot. Thank you so much God bless keep seeing the visions and Truth

  8. You’re an amazing,intelligent and very aware woman Laurel. God is using you most assuredly to wake people up. This blog is a powerful witness of your unshakeable Faith in Jesus! I love it,and it reflects my own awakening in many ways.
    It’s an honor to call you my friend…

  9. Wow what a testimony so powerful thanks a lot servant of the most High ALMIGHTY Creator these are last days indeed we will win these spiritual warfare through Christ Jesus of Nazareth the devil is a liar we wil be conquerors Amen

  10. 💯 Right on ! What a refreshing and reassuring feeling to have, knowing that someone out there has tied it altogether. Truth bears witness with my spirit. I especially appreciate the way you relate current events to the Spirit realm. Really does make the history of the world come a life – in high definition ! Glad an Proud to be your brother , your a Warrior of Light, destroying the force of darkness!

  11. I don’t often write comments on other people’s blogs. But after reading this one, I decided to write something. Why?……..because I wanted to say…yep……I can so relate to what you have written here! So much of it resonates with me and my own journey! Thank you for writing what you have here!

  12. Please send your email to me and I will introduce you to the spiritual leadership of earth. We gather quarterly. Only 3 people come from your state at this time. We are a peculiar people unto God. Use the email Your picture does not do justice to that much pissed off. However… be angry, and sin not.

    1. Those whose eyes are beginning to open, are hearing in their spirit, With no knowledge of where it comes from. I found the source, and it took 7 years to return to it, for my spirit to catch up to my mind. The call is faint, and hard to hear, as we are living so much in the flesh, and a corrupted world, that we see so dimly.
      I was delayed by the adversary, by dependence on my own mind ! The enemy uses this to lie steal, and kill us. The mind tells us everything. The mind is pat of the physical dimensions we can relate too. It can not nor was it designed to operate in the hyperspace / spiritual dimensions.
      Having been an insider, exposed to the underground, continuity of Govt. ops, my mother’s death in the days of 9/11 gave me purpose to uncover far deeper realities than was within my pay grade.
      This was the time of 9/11 & my mother was taken. My right to US citizenship had already been taken. Dad was born a US citizen, but served in the Cdn military during WWII.
      I was a callous hard living man. Full of all the negative the world dealt. A sinner to be sure. During my life I have not only been to jail overnight twice, but military law was a whole other depth of law to live by as well.
      My life temporarily turned around & I outgrew that life. I had even taken a guy to prison as an armed escort by various means of travel. Trained military police etc… and ended up rejecting that world, Lets just say, military & intelligence, are mutually exclusive terms.
      I out grew that world, yet still hard in my heart.
      By 9/11 I was an entrepreneur. I had failed in a stripmine venture, and discovered along the way why, & that it was the long arm of the banksters that destroyed this opportunity. Had I been successful, I would have been close to a billionaire.
      That means I would never have sought G-d, because what does a man with all he wants, seek God for?
      Yet I found success, following some things that brought me that success, without knowing I was applying what G-d teaches us to do.
      We will be judged by every word in scripture on that last day, when there is time no .longer. Our IGNORANCE of scripture will be no excuse.
      His people die for lack of this knowledge.
      Christianity is divided for lack of this knowledge, and as it says… many are called, but few are chosen. To my extreme surprise, I was humbled greatly to discover, that I am a first fruit, called into the service by G-d, having heard the words spoken by his prophet and heard it in my spirit. This is meant only for the ten lost tribes of Israel. That’s the majority of Christianity.
      All temptation in this world is for us to be strengthened by overcoming it. Like exercise for building muscle. It happens to us, because G-d wants to change something in us, and we can then go from mountain to mountain, to grow ever closer to him by overcoming. We will walk in that spiritual wilderness till his return, unless we overcome each mountain. Till we humble ourselves and all we are over to him in complete submission to him in all ways and areas of ourselves.
      By walking through this fire against our mind and ego and the fleshly desires of this world, we slowly become the person he wants, in order for us to reach the point where we know the gifts he gave us, and are a person he can finally use for his service.
      We fail to realize, he has already given us EVERYTHING we could ever need, Our place, is to discover it, learn to use it, and live without doubt, unbelief, speaking against it no matter what the mind tells us if it’s not scriptural, then it is a lie from darkness.
      Therefore the first thing we do, is to learn how to pray and walk into his very throne room. To praise him until the worship comes. Then we find we pray in the spirit, not in our own language. This brings his glory which is the presence of his holy spirit. Mere words are not able to express his great healing presence & gentle beauty of perfect holiness.
      We are to give him our reasonable service, of 10% of all of us daily. Our tithes, our 2.4 hours, in study, in prayer in the spirit, and in the offerings which bring us the blessings already removed from this earth, for this is the end of the Gentile age, the last days of secular history of mankind.
      We are witnessing the last great move of the Holy Spirit. There will be no other.
      The only peace anyone will know, is by their intimacy with G-d by the development of the strength of their intimacy with him by way of his spirit.
      All those that do not keep his ancient covenant as given by Moses to our ancestors, which are the commandments, and are also the laws kept by the real jew ( this is the TORAH), will not have his blessings, and will die in the curses, even though they are saved by Jesus.
      His mercies even extend to dying of airborne plagues that are coming, so they don’t take the mark. Whether e live or fie therefore, if we accept his free gift of everlasting life, then we belong to him. We were given to Jesus, by the father, before he created the world. We were all PREDESTINED. Some will find their destiny, and this is but a remnant. There will be some that find, yet will refuse to yield and may or may not be saved.
      We are to work out our salvation with fear and trembling. As children, e want to be OBEDIENT to his scripture. This requires a great deal of study to be approved. I would say two hours a day at least, and of course at least an hour in structured prayer, 80% in the spirit.
      Again, the tithes belong to G-d. Not to us. The offerings bring blessings as long as our lives are in line with the word and live in obedience, and the giving of alms are also from the heart.
      There are according to scripture, 100 trillion angels WAITING for G-d’s own, to get it right. To get the sin out. To walk in holiness. Angels do visit as messengers, but they do not wok for those in sin. We are first to overcome the self. To hear in the spirit what G-d is saying, we have to live more in the spirit, than in the flesh.
      Extremely few even know the correct structure of prayer, in order to be heard in the first place. Fasting is a way of life. Daily prayer, keeping the correct sabbath & not polluting it. Not to buy or sell in this time and in new moon. Keeping all the correct festivals, and not those of the denominations that live in ignorance.
      Education is required line by line, precept by precept.
      Millions will be caught up in new age religion. Thinking they are spiritual, yet have no knowledge of scripture. A total waste of time, that brings eternal death. They will cry to Jesus who will say… I never knew you. Depart from me.
      Eternity begins while we live, or we will not rise to everlasting life, but to judgement and non existence. Until that last day, untold terror in the center of this planet.
      God’s own will face the adversary. This requires holiness. We will crush the evil adversary. We will be one. In unity in the corporate. Each by their gifts supplying their part in the body, which is the fullness of him, that filleth all, in all.
      Watch ye therefore and pray always, that ye may be counted worthy, to overcome all these things that shall come to pass, and to stand before the son of man. There are some that will never know physical death. This is a passing and dying world. To be in his service will cost us everything.
      This then is the time of our visitation. That we may prepare ourselves for his service as all in heaven do with zealousness and perfect harmony. Living in control over our lives is by meekness. There are gifts of the spirit, and we are commanded to bear fruits of his spirit. There are seven.
      Ephraim… a multitude of nations, fruitful in the land of affliction. We are called to come out of the great whore. Lest we partake of her sins. The shofar was sounded for Ephraim, the ten lost tribes to come home. To prepare for the day when we are to return to our inheritance.
      Such are the prodigal son. The remnant, who have the testimony of Jesus, and keep the covenant. The dragon will be roth with the woman. He knows he has but a short time. The instruction for us also, is made a quick work by G-d’s prophet.
      Here then is where you will find the ten… under the instruction of Elijah. These are in scripture under Zechariah 8:23.
      A beginning of instruction.
      And also the revealing;

  13. Wow, just stumbled on you on fb, saw a post in a Podesta group, read some of your other oosts, and now this blog. Just wow… I’m a nascent truth seeker, though can’t say fully awake …. meaning I see some stuff, kniw some of what’s happeneing, but only vague awareness of so much more. Where does one start learning? Do you have a beginners document? Lol

  14. I felt like I was reading an alternate but identical version of my experience. That did not make sense, but that’s the only way I know to describe the feeling of walking behind you on a path every now and then you’ll describe something so I can see in my mind’s eye as having been at that exact spot even if the rest of the pathway is hard to see and blurry

  15. Loved this brother! I recognize in my own journey many of the things you discussed. 🙂
    I don’t mean to spam, but I think you might genuinely enjoy reading my blog, where I’ve documented my own journey and tried to lay the path for others to follow towards truth as well.
    Much love, and God bless,

      1. Thanks Laurel, apologies for assuming that you were a brother. Glad to meet you nonetheless! 🙂
        Judging by the number of mutual friends and your facebook cover photo I think I’ve added the right person.
        Glad you’ve found my blog interesting. Let me know if you have any feedback or questions as it’s always nice to hear what other awake people have to say! 🙂

  16. Thank you for reaching out to me and bringing me here. I love your message….made me feel better about my awakening, less isolated and alone, and more special in all of this. Looking forward to reading the rest of your blogs. I’am still learning and researching all of it. I woke up about 2 weeks before the election, I was researching who I should vote for. I didn’t follow anything up to that point, I paid no attention to any of it. I decided to look into wikileaks, and could not believe Hillary would even be considered a canidate, let alone why she wasn’t in jail. Pizzagate had me besides myself in horror for weeks. It just all started there and has not stopped. For all I’ve learned and shared with others, nobody knew or nobody seemed to care or believe any of it. Thats where I am at now, why? Why dont they care? Why dont they see? We can stop this…… I guess, I will never stop sharing or learning, I dont think you can ever go back to sleep. But Im thankful for others like yourself to make me feel sane and not alone in our reality. Peace and God Bless

    1. Awesome. Thanks so much for commenting. And wow…you really got hit upside the head waking up to everything via pizzagate. What a rude awakening. I can’t even imagine how shocking that must be. Since I had been awake a few years I already knew they were doing these things at the highest levels in DC s so that part wasnt a surprise…I was just thrilled to see it coming out. It had been shrouded in secrecy for so long…I thought these things would never be made known…and so did they….they obviously got increasingly brazen and brave…flaunting it openly on govt email servers. Thinking they would never be exposed.
      I have to say though that I’ve never quite gotten used to the fact that no one seems to be able to see or care what appears to me to be so blatant and obvious. I still don’t understand it after all these years. I’ve just had to learn to accept it. Because when you first find out you think everyone would want to know……but you soon find out this isn’t true. It’s bizarre. It really is. I still don’t understand it. The only thing that has kept me sane has been connecting with ppl online who get it and who (usually) are also isolated in this truth they’ve discovered. It forever changes you. I went through a period of mourning when I found out. I feel like I went through the 5 stages of grief. Grieving the loss of the future I thought was mine. Grieving the loss of the world I thought I lived in. The construct all came crashing down and I had to rebuild and it took a while to get used to the new one.
      Anyways if you’re on Facebook or Twitter connect with me there. The links to my accts are on my WordPress profile page

    2. Sis – most people want to keep their heads buried in the sand if info makes them feel uncomfortable. The thing is they don’t realise that the time is fast approaching when the NWO SAtanic forces are going to rock their world so hard they’ll have their heads yanked from the sand too late. Check out – because they’re usually ahead of the curve so to s speak

  17. Im still grieving….. Im just trying to adjust. Figure out what should I do. I have 3 boys 11,16 and 31. I want them to know, but I dont want them to be terrified. And we are possibly moving to california within the year, I was born there and lived there, always wanted to go back. Now Im not so excited about it. Its alot to deal with, Im just putting my faith in God. He has already guided me thus far. If its meant to be then it will be.

    1. Yes, that is such a fine line. My son is 7 and I know his future will be much different than mine and I want to prepare him for it….but then I also don’t want to take away his hope or put him in fear…so it’s hard. But I’ve been teaching him basic truths about things since he was little. He knows the ppl in charge are evil…that they spray us with chemicals…that they lie on TV….he likes to focus on the battle where Jesus is gonna come back and kick some a__. But I don’t talk about it too much. I want him to have as normal of a life for as long as possible.

      1. I really applaud how balanced you’re approaching all this – I like what you shared about the answer you got when you were questioning why loved ones, etc, didn’t desire to search or know what you have been learning

        1. Thanks gitardood. Yes I just don’t buy when I hear ppl say “the ppl who don’t understand this stuff “aren’t really saved” and “aren’t real Christians.” I know for a fact this is not the case. Because both of my parents and also my grandparents (a few ppl just off the top of my head who of course I know well) are some of the most sincere Christians I’ve ever met. They love the Lord and have served Him their ENTIRE LIVES. I have watched them for 36 years….I have seen who they are behind the scenes…. and I can vouch for them as loving and serving the Lord with all that they are. But they cannot see this stuff….my father probably could if he allowed himself to look but he can’t hardly handle it. And so he focuses on what’s “good and true and worthy of praise” so he says. He has the opposite type of brain than I do according to the Meyers Briggs test. And I know that kind of thing is a huge factor in ppl’s ability to see, understand and be able to handle this stuff.

      1. It is a fine line for sure. I give little bits of truths too. Why I grow a garden, to many chemicals. News on tv is mostly all lies. Bakersfield Ca, I lived in San Diego, in the 80’s I wonder what thats even like anymore. I tried to look at your profile on here, I cant seem to find it. I only found this site clicking on blogs posted, I dont blog. How awesome is that? Your in cali. What can you tell me about fucishima and the orville dam? Is cali all that they say it is? Meaning ppl are leaving n droves? If you can find me on fb, might be easier, lol. Alesa Burge is my name. This way we can chat more there. Im going to look at map and see how far from Bakersfield you are.

          1. Hi Laurel I am an old Dutchman from a farm in the North of our country. If you send me your e mail I could send you a document
            that you might want to read. Keep up the good work dear.

      2. Hi Laurel,
        I “happened” upon your blog post that was linked on the Before it’s News site this morning . I very strongly related to your message and story. Thank you so much for sharing it! My wife will love it too I’m sure. My calling has been to share God’s plan of salvation through music. My virtual band name is “Praise His Ways”. My pen name is Eric Randall and I’m currently living in Folsom, CA. so were neighbors!Here’s the link to my music site if you ever feel inclined to check it out.
        It’s free and always has been. “Freely freely you have received now freely give.”
        In His Majesty’s service… Eric Randall :o)

    2. Alexa,there is joy in knowing that God is doing His Will in ridding the world of all evil,right now in our day. That is a message of Hope. Follow Jesus! It wont be long now….

    3. I can see why – Cali is the most bankrupt state – spiritually, monetarily, and politically – it’s been under the control of the libtards / leftards too long

  18. Absolutely true. Going down the path of conspiracy and truth seeking far enough you ultimately realize the underlying purpose of it all is the cosmic battle between the Lord and Satan over the souls of man and His Son Jesus is central to it all. I was a lukewarm Christian who realized there was more to our financial systems, 9/11 and other things, then out of passion for investigating those things ended up becoming reignited for the Lord, hotter than ever. The real Truth is found ultimately in Jesus and THAT is the truth the enemy tries hardest to hide. That is the very best explanation of what is going on in this world and why. Hence, to resist it, you must turn to the Lord, study His word, pray constantly and walk in faith. Everything else results in fear and panic, trying desperately to “prepare” for things only the Lord knows and can save us from.
    Blessings of Christ Jesus to you.

  19. Thank you for this post. I’m reading much of my experience.
    With tears in my eyes, I’m shouting “Yes! Yes – Exactly!” as I read your words.
    Then the video — ah, that fabulous video at the end that sums it all up!
    I’ll never forget when I started on this journey (just about the time you did), I wanted to get on the rooftop and shout, “HEYYYYY —- You don’t have to live like that!!! Jesus came to set the captives FREE!!!
    Bless you, my sister!

  20. You have put into words the trip so many of us have taken…the same precisely. Sometimes I stand in the field with a speaker and my MP3 and turn up Eric Ludy’s “The Gospel” that you included. I know our prayers intermingle as they reach up to the altar in heaven. God bless you.

  21. Thank you for sharing this short partial of my life. I am 58 years young & as I read your story it was as if we were one. Kindred Spirits wholly. I have been a By Faith Missionary like you for 33 years now, & the insight God’s Spirit has given is exactly the same as the many things you shared. It won’t be much longer, & our time of working in daylight is nearly fulfilled. Keep up with your labor of love until we finally see Jesus coming in the clouds of Heaven in great glory, with His Holy Angels. Love in HIM. Jim

  22. Very interesting article. Not really sure where in the Bible it states that Satan was going to destroy the earth and God decided to step in first with a flood? Otherwise it rings true….also , I may have misunderstood what you said…so if that is the case…please forgive me. A wonderful speaker who shares a lot of the information that you have been opened to is Prof. Walter Veith….he has a lot of sermons on YouTube. Jesus is coming soon and people are awakening to truth!!!!!

    1. Thanks Deb. What I meant is that Satan was trying to wipe out the pure bloodline of man (Gods creation). Noah and his family were the only ones left with a pure bloodline. Lucifer and the fallen angels were also mating with animals and plants… turning Gods creation into an abomination

  23. Wow. My story is like your story. Every step of the way. Reading your blog, I can’t believe how we got where we are. From Obama to discovering all these great watchers like Steve Quayle, L.A. Marzuli, Hagmanns, it goes on and on. I have learned so much over the past 10 or 11 years from reading and researching too. I too, felt my uneasiness watching or listening to our past president talk. I couldn’t do it. God opened my eyes. There are not many people I talk to about all that we see because they think we are crazy and they don’t want to know. I feel like I’ve found a new friend! I will continue to read your blog. Thank you and God Bless. We are in this together. God is Great and he is Awesome!!!

    1. OMGosh… I felt just like this also!!! It started with the literally repulsion I felt when seeing/hearing the former Pres. I felt EVIL like I’d never felt before. I seriously wonder if he is an “entity” as SQuayle calls him. I am sooo THANKFUL to have read this and know there are other people who have experienced this too. I have felt so ALONE and have experienced the same rejection from family and friends when I would share what I was learning. God has put this desire in my heart to know the truth :-} and still find it very difficult to understand ‘why’ a huge majority of the population don’t want to know or even seem to care that they have been lied to for the past 100 years!
      I don’t do fb because I absolutely abhor their NWO agenda and the recording of every keystroke and emotion as they are feeding the D-Wave Sentient World Simulation (SWS) to be used against us via mind/population control… Anyway, God Bless you and your son.
      Jesus Christ is LORD and the ONE True Living God. :-}
      Matthew 28:18 – Jesus, All authority has been given to Me in heaven and on earth.

  24. You just narrated my life only 30 years later. Imagine being a Baby Boomer onto this stuff when John Todd was just appearing and the Jesus Movement was in full swing but few had a clue what was actually happening. There was no Internet to look things up or connect with like minds, you only had library access and churches were more clueless than even today so you stayed out of them. You kept it all to yourself because Illuminati, Skull and Bones, Bohemian Grove knowledge was the stuff of nightmarish fantasy right up there with Dungeons and Dragons. You doubt your own veracity, overeducated with lies from organized religion and university brainwashing There is no one like you. Yet, you cling to what you know to be true in silence. Thank you for making me feel a bit less lonely in this most poignant spiritual hour.

  25. Thank you!!! You have put to words what is almost exactly what happened to me.
    I became a Christian because (in retrospect) HE was guiding and pushing me in all the correct ways. I was a life long atheist of +50 years. Now I KNOW the truth.

      1. Make that one more “ditto” for me. Having read this precious post by 50 Shades and these comments I am also feeling a lot less lonely. Walk in comfort

  26. I just had to let you know young lady that reading your post of how our Father open doors of knowledge for you reminded me of my journey of the last seven years. Doors!…kind of funny isn’t it? how many times the Bible, Yahweh/ Yahshua mention the door, didn’t Yahshua say He was the Door?
    Let me give you a hint into what happen to me when I finally entered that door, and I hope it shows how real He is, and yes this is such exciting times.
    This was seven years ago, a year before I picked up the Bible to read for the first time. even though I had grown up as a Methodist, then baptized as a Southern Baptist, I declare no religion of man now, just my personal relationship with Abba Father, Yahshua my King and Savior, and the Ruach Holy Spirit which dwells in my heart.
    There are three letters that look like a white tattoo in block form that appeared on my face, These came upon me as I was in prayer to Yahweh​ God in Yahshua’s name to heal my double broken back, after I had re-broke it six weeks after the first accident. Something (Holy Spirit) came over me to pray for a healing with 100% faith Yahshua would deliver.
    Fifteen minutes into this prayer, His healing heat came into the two vertebra’s that had compression fractures.
    When the heat left my body, the pain went with it, and these white letters were sealed on my face. Three years later while doing some b​ible study I was looking at some pages in the Torah. It was in Hebrew, which I can’t read. That’s when The Holy Spirit came into my mind, and said, what you are looking at is what’s on your face (Hebrew).
    I wasn’t sure about what I had just received, until two weeks later I was witnessing this to a guy I know that is an Elder in a little country church. He had received the word from God to get a Shofar, and learn to blow it, and he did. Jim said it looked like some Hebrew that he was studying.
    One year later I think to the day I was seeing a Orthopedic Doctor for knee surgery, and he is a Jew that knows Hebrew. I witness to him not knowing what his religious feelings were. When I got to the miracle healing, and said I was told this on my face might be Hebrew, he says it is, and are you sure you want to know what it say’s.
    Well that freaked me out, but I told him I knew the Father put me in front of him a Jew to revel to me what it means, he say to him it is our God. This probably has a lot to do with what is going on in this mystery, that two months before I went to see the doctor about the knee I got a phone call telling me of an old family secret that I was Jewish from my mother’s side. Oh believe me I know the power of our
    ​Holy Father​. In Vietnam in 1972 I was shot down in my Recon​ helicopter, and it rolled over on my leg pining me underneath it. Abba Father walked me through that valley of the shadows of death, as I entered the famous white tunnel to Heaven, and showed me my past life’s review.
    After two years of prayer of how did I die, the Ruach came over me last year reveling it was of a broken neck when my armor plate in my plate carrier went through my chin on impact of the crash. Then it said you remember the x-rays I had when I was rear ended by a tractor trailer ten years ago, and suffered a severe whiplash, and the x-rays showed prior vertebra damage in my neck that I had no idea of how or when I got it, just giving me the proof in case I needed it, but at this point of my humbling I didn’t.​
    The Spirit also reveled that the helicopter had me pinned down so I couldn’t run, because I would have run right into the enemy that had shot us down. Instead it gave the gunships that flew as our cover the clearance to dive in and wipe them out before they captured me and my pilot.
    Here again I always remembered, and use to say a little birdie told me to try pulling my leg again, but now I realize it was the Ruach HaKodesh speaking to me. You see when I pulled on my leg this time it came out like the weight of the wreckage had been lifted, and there wasn’t even a bruise or scratch on it, as HE said I released you when the coast was clear.
    I am not of this world anymore, for I have been told by a man far more wiser than me, that spent thirty years studying the Book of Revelation that he thinks God had sealed me for my testimony…Amien!
    My goal is to make it to Israel to give physical proof, and witness to my Jewish brothers/ sisters that our YHWH​
    God, and Yahshua are real.
    See,the Father never would have healed me or mark my face if I were praying to a false Messiah.

    1. Wow, one of the best articles I have read in a long time. It is amazing how God woke many of us up and others are still asleep. I have been in this battle for many, many years, and it is a rare opportunity to read such a beautiful testimony from a young lady such as yourself. I am very glad our paths have crossed.

  27. Your awakening is almost EXACTLY the same as mine! Praise God. We are destined to be part of God’s army. We’ll know exactly how when His time comes.
    These are great days we are living in and there’s nothing to fear. Just keep learning and observing all the exciting things going on.

  28. Thank you Laurel and Alesa , I never write anymore but you both touched me with your stories of awakening.
    I woke up the same time you did Laurel, it started with my questioning of 9/11, and the Holy Spirit convicted me and it came over me like warm water. I mourned the loss of my conceived world as you both did, lost all friends and family.
    I learned as you Laurel that God/Jesus is the only one that can wake people up. I like too say he gave me the balls, I throw them out, but its up to them to pick them up and start the game.
    Out of the thousands of people I’ve told only a handful have been awakened.
    People are awakening though, not all doom and gloom. Just the other day at my granddaughter s graduation party I talked with the valedictorian and he blew me away talking about the NWO’,Rothschild’s, 9/11, I don’t think he was aware of the blood war but I made him consider Christ through Genesis 6 Giants, he left reading about it on his IPod lol.
    Any who thanks for speaking for us all Laurel, I have been ready for war for a long time and yearn for his arrival, my anger still comes in waves upon reading of there attrocities and mocking us openly in the media, the SNL skit the other day about the molesting robot, The Rock, Dwayne Johnson introduced got my blood boiling, look it up on YouTube.

    1. great stuff! I first read of the nephilim and gibborim thru Steve Quayle and L A Marzulli’s work. Now, I’m reading it in amazing depth of detail, the results of a man’s 30 yr investigation / research, thru every conceivable source today, called, “Genesis 6 Conspiracy” by Gary Wayne – his website is named like the book

    2. Thanks Munson…yes I feel we were born for such a time as this…that’s great that you try to wake others up. You must have tough skin to attempt this as you will be attacked and shunned and mocked over it. Thanks for commenting

    3. Munson I finally heard about that SNL skit about the molesting robot….and it made me so angry. Pissed actually. 50 shades later….. 😉 Because they are basically throwing their perversion in our faces. For all to see….daring us to do something…knowing most will do nothing.

  29. Bravo young Miss!
    For near 25 years, I have been experiencing the very things you speak of in your article. True friends are few and far between. Those who do not see, I pray for, those who do see, I pray for them also! Never allow anyone to beguile you for your stance on the solid ground of YESHUA CHRIST JESUS! I am sending this article out in my daily update I send to my group. I have not established a website or webpage in order that I do not lose my drive to go and share “THE WORD” personally to those who are blinded by the god of this world. He’s coming! He promised! Thank you Sister, for sharing your plights with others, that they too can grow stronger in their presentation of THE HOLY SPIRIT.
    I personally search for the HOSEA 4:6 people, when I find them, I thank God for the discovery, then I continue my adventure to find the next one who can receive their sight, their hearing, and prayerfully, their voice!
    May The Lord God Bless You!
    your brother in YESHUA
    the watchman

  30. Thank you for posting this, Laurel. Every word you wrote struck a bell-note in my soul. Now, imagine the pain and the pissed-off, the rejection and ridicule,going on since two years before you were born,and that is my
    story. I have had wonderful visions, and questions answered, and God has led me faithfully to this point, though I have stumbled and bumbled all the way.
    But I have come full circle, and the simple truth revives me: I know one thing for sure, and that’s Christ and Him brutally murdered. And our message is simple as well: Jesus came preaching the Gospel, saying “Repent, for the Kingdom of Heaven is at Hand!”
    Imagine a flag made of sackcloth, stained with ashes, and printed with the word “REPENTANCE” across it, at the top of the flag pole. Under that is the Christian Flag, because it can’t fly at the top when it is blocked by such a huge burden of American sin. Under the Christian Flag is an upside-down American Flag, denoting distress and humility. That is the essence of what must take place in this country, or it will be destroyed, for the satanic psychos that rule here are engaged in all manner of lying, thieving, adulteries (spiritual and physical), and murders.
    They commit these sins in our name, thereby making us complicit. Followers of Christ must repent of America, for it has become Babylon the Great, Mother of all Harlots and Abominations of the Earth. Because of this, America has also become the seat of the Church of Laodicea. Will there be an awakening and a revival? The words of you and I bring laughter, denial, and derision. Will someone break through that there might be a last revival before the end? It is my fervent hope and prayer. Thanks again, and God bless you my dear. I may be a fifty-seven year old grandfather, but I feel a little younger and stronger this morning after reading your post.

    1. Awesome thanks Chuck. And please…you’re still young. My grandmother will be 100 in Nov and she just got her drivers license renewed for another 5 years. She lives alone and takes care of herself. You’re still a young man. 😉 And yes judgement is coming to America. I have always believed America is Babylon spoken of in Revelations. When I was a young girl reading Revelation, before anyone else had told me what things meant….I remember knowing immediately that this Babylon was my country. It was so clear even as a young child. It wasn’t until later that I began hearing the various interpretations….and I was always told that no America was not Babylon…it was Rome, it was this…it was that….that confused me because I thought it had been so clear….and now today I know that my original assessment as a child had been correct. Why this is denied in the churches is beyond me

  31. Right on target. I have had the same exact experience for the past 25+ years since becoming a Christian. It was the state of the world, politically, environmentally, socially and spiritually that brought me to the truth of Jesus Christ. I felt that I was going to see the end of the world in my lifetime, things were irreversible and no nation, no leader, no people can solve the problems. That was when a friend of mine let me know that the Bible speaks of the end days, That sparked my interest, and after over a year of research and prayer, I finally accepted Christ. And since then, The Lord has given me the desire to know the truth of these last days. the How’s, Who’s, What’s and When’s of what is happening. It is absolutely amazing to watch and I am so blessed to be living in these times. But, you are correct, many do not have the eyes for truth nor the desire to know it. Thank you for sharing your story and be encouraged to continue in your journey of learning and sharing the truth. God Bless.

  32. Thank you so much for this post! I just happened upon it, and much like you were saying God shows you things in order, like a lesson, this article was very much in order, confirming many things I’ve been struggling through myself. And I have to especially thank you for the video at the end. I don’t think I have ever seen such a complete gospel message in such a short amount of time. I have been in church most of my life, all over the country at that!, and have never heard it all in one ten minute sermon let alone hours of 40 years that I’ve spent in church! Thank you thank you thank you! So much of what you said and what the video at the end said reflects beautifully on the things I’ve been trying to share with my husband. And even if he doesn’t or can’t share my views on things, at least this will help put who I am in perspective for him. 🙂 I’m not the only crazy sounding one out here. And that you are saying so much of exactly word for word what I’ve been saying, is just proof to me that Yahweh is in fact alive and working and speaking through His peeps. How else could you know the same things word for word that I do that He said to me? Thank you for your story. Sometimes the ignorant can do a pretty good job of just convincing us that we are crazy, and some of us need reminders that it really isn’t us, it’s them. Thank you thank you again.

    1. Thanks Kelly. That’s such a nice compliment. I have so many faults and I feel so unworthy so much of the time. I often feel that Im not living up to my purpose…I’m not in service to others like I should be…like I could be…The one and only thing I’m really good at is writing so I’m extremely humbled and just feel so blessed that God was able to use this to speak to so many ppl…to reassure them. Thank you for letting me know

  33. Sweetie..Im really impressed with how awake you are at a young age… I relate to every bit of it.. May God bless you big time…

  34. When Jesus the Lord was on earth, the profound truth was: the people had tangible, physical evidence, they could see and touch. Jesus was going to put the high priests out of business. And they knew it. Therefore He had to be eliminated.
    Its the same today. Jesus has to be eliminated. Jesus will put them out of business………….and they know it.

  35. Thank You for this post, I found a link on Steve Quayle’s web site. I cried, when I read your words. It is like the mirror of what I have gone through!! There are a lot of us out there, we just need to find each other. Thank you so very much

  36. Thank you for your post. My awakening story is very similar to yours although I am older. Those who love the truth are the only ones who find it…you can’t find it if you don’t love it.
    You now know (since you discovered giants and the nephilim) that we have been lied to our whole lives (evolution is a lie, big bang is a lie, etc.). You cannot trust non-believers or lovers of this world to teach truth. Here is another truth you may discover: THE EARTH IS FLAT. There is no globe, no outer space (we have never been there). The globe and universe are there to make you feel small and insignificant, to show you that earth is not the center, and to HIDE GOD. There is no curvature of the earth. Check it out and see. If you truly have an open mind, then you will investigate this truth (which the bible teaches, by the way).
    Remember, the love of truth is more important than any presuppositions we may hold, or anything we have believed our whole lives.
    God bless you as you continue your search for Truth.

    1. I haven’t made up my mind yet as to the flat vs globe thing but I’ve been following Rob Skiba’s quest as he approaches the subject with an open mind at one of his sites called
      I do throw some of the questions he addresses at others who think I’m nusts to even question it, (glove) but I’m used to it because many think I’m nuts for what I’ve discovered questioning what Laurel laid out in this blog post. with this subject, along with the topics addressed in this blog post, along with my investigation into the Revelation 18:1-13 commerce component of the end times Babylon most are enslaved in, along with trying to get a better handle on what is the most accurate translation of the scriptures (Hebrew is a language that operates on 4 levels -no other language does) with a deeper understanding of the cultural conterxt and mindseet of the times that scripture was written, etc – some think I’ve flipped. I do recommend 2 translations that are the most accurate, (1) being Hebraic Roots Bible – A Literal Translation from congregation of YHWH in NJ -address on their website, order by snail mail (2) Aleph Tav Cepher from or (this one contains 87 books including 1 Enoch, Jubilees, Jasher, all Maccabees, all 4 Ezras, etc & Acts 29)

    2. Mark S. yes! I just recently became a flat earther. Took me a couple years to come to this conclusion. But now Im 100% certain. When I first heard about it I totally discounted it until a couple different ppl who I really respect as extremely intelligent told me that they were convinced of it which surprised me and made me think “Well who knows?” After everything I’ve learned in the past several years I’ve learned never to discount anything anymore. But I was far from convinced. But after 2 years of keeping an eye on it and paying attention to it I have come to see its the only thing that makes a dang lick of sense. I’ve had some things happen and gotten some really interesting confirmations that have proven to me that it’s true. What got me really interested was watching a video called “Why flat earth in 5 min”. The guy explained that in the flat earth model the earth IS the center of the universe. Geocentric/heliocentric. And Can you imagine what that would mean if everyone knew this? Because then it would be obvious just how incredibly special we really are. It would be obvious there is a Creator…and not just that but a Creator who loves and values us. Lucifer doesn’t want us (humans) to realize how special and valuable we are in Gods kingdom.
      He wants us to believe we are just one out of the billions of random floating rocks off in space …an afterthought, a happen-chance, a random Big Bang. That’s when it finally clicked for me. I didn’t understand why they’d lie about the shape of the earth. And then it all became clear…it’s because they’re HIDING GOD. Here is that 5 that made it initially start clicking for me

  37. I am so ecstatic to see I am not the only one. Today is a wonderful day for me in knowing there are so many more of us out there. Bless you all my brothers and sisters. I feel a new burst of courage to move forward in this crazy world! Bless you Laurel. Great work!!

  38. It is good to know you are not alone. You have encouraged me more than you know. Thank you for reminding me that others have found the truth.
    If you would like to continue to learn. I suggest you research Gargoyles. In summary they are effigies of demons. They let water pass through their mouths that they sometimes use in baptisms. Elites believe it is possible for entities to posses men, objects, or machines.

  39. Your article was like seeing grass growing after the rainfall, with little bubbles of water still on the end of the grass, with a rainbow in the background. Please run for President and clean up the world, stop the masonic wars and insanity, we have all been here before. It is called illuminati birth control, it is time to overcome at last…Thank you for the video. Melanie

  40. Very good article. May I recommend if you do not already know about them. Also, you are welcome to join us here in Aqaba. Thank you, Aline

  41. Good article will be helpful to many who are wondering why they are the way they are and others seem to be out in left field. I have been awake now for at least sixty years. It has been quite an incredible journey. We are blessed to know The King of Kings and to be led by The Holy Spirit.

  42. WOW, Thank you for your post. Our stories are so similar its kind of weird, from our age close I think I’m 35, interest in Revelations as a young man, Obama, addiction to opiates, son about to turn seven on (July 4th GOD BLESS AMERICA)
    And how the truth came in prefect order aliens/demons giants the rabbit hole if you will. People saying I’m nuts. All the way to the realization I’m a worrier in Christ in a different way than most. You have made my heart soar with hope in knowing that when the time does come the likes of us shall stand shoulder to shoulder in the coming battle. Thanks again and GOD BLESS you and yours.

  43. Laurel, Welcome to the body of Christ, and the true Church. Your testimony was sent by God, and inspired by His Holy Spirit, to give us who hunger for righteousness, the edification we all need from time to time. I know how frustrating it can be to see people we love being deceived by satan and his fallen ones. But we need to remember that we were once among them, and only by the Grace of God do we now have eyes to see, and ears to hear. We need to have patience and empathy for them, and pray to God that he will bless them also. Many are called, but few are chosen. That’s the way it’s always been, and we will always be the minority. God’s Word makes that clear. Just like all our brothers and sisters who have replied to you above, I too was blessed by our Heavenly Father, and called out of this corrupt and God hating world in the fall of 2012. I had a personal apocalypse of our Lord and was blessed with His Holy Spirit. His Spirit convicted my soul, and showed me what a pathetic sinner I truly was. Then His Spirit revealed the evil that’s all around us, just as he did for you, and all of us who are called and chosen. Jesus has opened a door for us that no man can close! I want to share something with you that shows how great God is. I’ve been praying lately and asking God to send someone into my life that I can have fellowship with, and talk to about the narrow path we’re all walking. Last night I had a dream that I met someone who was also on the same journey. She was an attractive young blonde! Then today I go to Steve Quayle’s website and saw the title of your article and had to read it. Glory to God! Thank you for posting your article, and thanks to all who replied to you and gave their testimonies! God is so good to those who put their faith in Jesus the Christ.

  44. Wow, thank you. This article was a confirmation for me. I could have written this word for word. As I read this to my husband, he said, “Wow, it sounds like you wrote that.” LOL
    I am going to save this article for those times when I feel like ripping my bangs off my head because “people” just can’t see what is happening.
    “The reason they can’t “see” this stuff is not necessarily because they’re not spiritually discerning but because they weren’t “made” to see it. God didn’t create them with the type of personality to be interested in these things if that makes any sense. They have other gifts & callings serving here on His earthly kingdom.
    I think that those of us who are interested in and deeply understand this stuff (it seems to come so natural to us) are this way because it’s a part of our calling. It’s a natural desire & wisdom that God created in us because somehow it fits in with what our ultimate mission will be, here on earth in these End Days. What that purpose is or will be exactly? I have no idea but I know it is real and that it is important.”
    Plus, you said the “right” brain thing. Definitely. It has always seemed crazy to me that I could put random pieces together that seemed to make so obvious a picture, yet friends would look at me like I had three heads. (Curious…are most of you super creative? And have dreams, know things, etc.?)
    Also, you said something like “it doesn’t effect us like it does other people.” Friends have asked how does all this stuff not effect me because it depresses them? I reply that for some reason, I seemed to be uniquely made to handle this information. But I still questioned whether or not I was the crazy person in the room because no one else could “see” what I see.
    I have often asked the Lord, “What good is knowing all this stuff if no one will listen?” So, you have answered that question for me. Our time has not yet come. And there is a purpose.
    I am strengthened, encouraged and feel vindicated. I will no longer question my purpose. I was born for such a time as this.
    This article has been a blessing to me from the Lord. Thank you.
    Glory to our Savior and coming King.

    1. Ha ha, I am super creative but my husband is totally analytical. We definitely see things very differently with the exception of this. I think it also depends on life’s experiences.

      1. Aug 31, 2017 Hey 50 Shades…I just saw your reply…would love to chat. Not on any social media, never have been. Will look for your email and send one along. And thanks again for this article.

        1. subject, hidden technologies: There are spirals of less gravity than the norm on the face of the earth.  Investigations will go on to tell WHY many of the ancient monuments were built.  The two I am most sure of are at Giza and in Florida.  Someone needs to go to Corkscrew Marsh, Fl. and take gravity readings, looking for the beginnings of that spiral of less gravity.   See, the once and future . . . and the website:        And this needs to go viral: crop circles, cattle mutilations and flying saucers are products of human technologies.  They are part of a psy-op designed to make mankind get off on a oooo-oooo trip.  The programs on Discovery TV and Coast to Coast am radio are disinformational.   Is it possible that anyone there actually READS their e-mails? Joe Richardson

  45. Regarding those that woke up, many have very different perspectives because of the material they focus on but it all comes back to goals, what they set out to accomplish.
    My focus was spiritual & biblical for the most part. I’ve had a background in GOP Presidential Campaign Staff Support & Mgmt for the 2008 elections but was done with politics after that. My path now is focused on the fallacy of religion and the lies the church has been telling us plus what the real truth is. Fifteen years ago I found these verses which formed my quest in the Bible, asking myself & God, “Why So Few?”
    From KJV Bible in Jesus own words:
    Matthew 7:13-14 – and few there be that find it. 
    Matthew 9:37 – the laborers are few
    Matthew 20:16 – but few chosen.
    Matthew 22:14 – but few are chosen.
    Luke 13:23-24 – for many, I say unto you, will seek to enter in, and shall not be able.
    Romans 9:27 – a remnant shall be saved.
    This flies into the face of pastors and what they teach us, that belief/faith/grace/blood alone will save us. If this were true, millions from TV evangelism and the churches would be in heaven already but the Bible throws that crap in the can as you can see above.
    I knew the Bible had many secrets I wanted to learn but I also knew no seminary would ever teach me what I wanted to learn, that only God and he alone could do that. So I set out on a quest to find the truth and in a few years I realized the conflicts in the Bible like between Christ & Paul are there by design, to encourage us to seek the truth, and it is that quest for the truth that separates the lukewarm believers from the elect. I can show you in the Bible or from my website the truth that has eluded all of us that pastors want to keep hidden.
    The Bible tells us to draw nigh to God and he will draw nigh to you so that is what I did, using dream discernment. It turns out the reason the KJV Bible is so hard to read is because of its extensive use of parables so understanding parable usage is the first step in learning dream discernment, because God uses this same parable style to speak to us in our dreams. Outside of dream symbolism, parables is how he speaks to us and thus dreams are never literal but symbolic in nature. Only visions are literal but dreams are never literal. You need to understand the difference to learn what God is trying to tell you fo those wild wacky dreams are likely from God.
    Unfortunately we don’t have much time left so embarking on your own quest is not feasible right now, been there, done that. I’d recommend looking up my website or my linked FB Page “Rapture Preparedness” and study my findings, especially why so few will be raptured which primarily is because pastors lied about our salvation which is clearly defined in Mark 16:16 but only if you use the exact baptism of the Church of Christ, have a baptism script on that site. I don’t recommend joining any Church of Christ because their false beliefs will still condemn you, just read what I posted in the page “Salvation Notes”.

    1. Two Gospels, the Gospel of the Kingdom and the Gospel of Grace. We are now in the Gospel of Grace and Paul is our apostle. 1 cor.15,1-4 believe he died ,was buried and rose again is Pauls Gospel. One day, the believers will be removed and the Gospel of the Kingdom will resume. Les Feldick ministries explains this by comparing scripture with scripture. Peace.

      1. Dan, exactly! We have to rightly divide God’s word. Jesus and the Apostles preached the Kingdom Gospel to the lost sheep of Israel, But now we’re in the Age of Grace, which is Paul’s Gospel.

  46. Thank you so much for your blog. My family has known this since the mid 1990’s, and the Truth is hard to bear at times, as God just says to me in particular, I NEED you to understand what is coming. He has even shown me what is coming, in great detail, and for 13 months, every day, visions of what is coming, It is as bad as they say. But, HE WINS! And WINS and WINS! He has hand selected few to know these events. I believe they are the ones who will go thru the battle, and fight the fight with weapons especially made for that day. Not all will survive to the end. I oftentimes ask to not be there for this day, and am told, I need eyes and ears on the ground, so, to speak. If your call is not to be a warrior, but to serve, or plant, or reap, or intercede, then do that with all your heart. We, my family, are called to war. Daily war. And we are warred against. Covens, witches, curses, you name it. But call we are and fight we will, as this is the mantel God has placed upon us.
    To the replier moving to Bakersfield, we too are here. God has a few of us here. There is a reason you are being moved here. Go in peace!

    1. Thats amazing news….. Funny, I feel like something is telling me I am a warrior too, meaning battle. Its always been my spirit. I want to go now and fight them. Maybe thats part of waking up? The anger, cmon people, cant you see? Lets go together we can stop them. Im waiting for some miracle, that everyones going to wake up and storm the capitol, lol. Crazy I know. Hey even a protest would do right now. I just keep praying Lord, show me what I need to know and what you need me to do. Pizzagate has me beside myself, this is heart of my anger. I pray God please show me how to help the children. All my faith is in the Lord, he has brought so far in such a short time, he will show me the way. Thank You for your comment, I believe, this to is a sign, from our Heavenly Father

      1. Yes, warrior…that’s what my heart tells me I am. Seems crazy but I’m furious and heartbroken over what has been done in the name of evil. Especially to the innocent.

      2. Alesa: Everything that is happening must happen to bring about one-world government etc as predicted in the Bible. Fighting to stop them is futile and counter-productive to the fulfillment of Biblical prophesy regarding the end times.

    2. Wow Dana, that’s heavy stuff to be shown. But like I said…I believe some of us were made to be able to handle it….because we need to in order to fulfill God’s purpose for us. We were made for such a time as this

  47. I was so glad to find this blog today. Linked to it from Steve Quayle, so that should tell you my direction. My journey began in 2009 into all the things you brought out, and much, much more. I’m very used to the deer in the headlights look also. I would like to suggest a pastor you can find on Facebook. Just listen to one message entitled The First Church. His name is Benjamin Faircloth out of Livonia Georgia. He truly gets it and preaches messages that should be heard by the whole body of Christ. He is a true messenger for this day and age. I think you would love it. Blessings to you, would love to be friends on Facebook.

  48. The Lord of the Harvest wants us busy as He leads us to do our part in this unique generation. He gives us glimpses of the end from the beginning. The remnant waits. Prayerfully each one of us will do their part as the Lord’s living Church.
    Thank you for using your talent to honor the Truth. -Gary B.

  49. Your pissed off and the 50 shades…Right there with ya!! But it’s not so much of being pissed off but of finding the One True Holy God, Messiah Yahshua, and knowing Him in all His radiant and merciful glory. I’ve gotten rid of the chatterers, the gossips, the shallows talkers, and those who profess to be a “Christian”…but in name only…no fruit. Who have no clue about what the Holy Scriptures REALLY have to say but have been so very dumbed down by just warming a pew every Sunday, being entertained and believe they will be His bride. Yet they forget that “…to whom much has been given much is required…” Luke 12:48They are asleep, snoozing. All one can do is pray to our precious Father that He blows His Holy Spirit across this land to wake ’em up, and shake ’em up. Some…the few…will heed the call. Then majority will choose to stay in their comfort zone and head for that wide road that, tragically, leads to their destruction.
    Alone, is a good place to be…we are never alone when we worship our Savior and are called “My friend.” Thank you for your wonderful writing – in Spirit and truth.

  50. Hi,
    Just came across this blog today. I have only read this one so far. I LOVE how you add humor to very disturbing truth. In 2005 I finally started writing about the link between Freemasonry, Illuminati, Nephilim, aliens, the government…etc…
    At that time, it was still somewhat of an unknown topic and I completely relate to how others perceive you! Love the captions of how you see yourself explaining the truth and how others perceive you after telling them the truth! It made me laugh out loud!
    My past included Grandfathers that were Freemasons and a Grandmother who was Order of the Eastern Star. I became a Christian at 20 and there was still a hold on me that I could not explain, to make a very long story short, once I realized that Freemasonry was behind this “oppression” I was on my path to complete deliverance and PEACE!
    Freemasonry, for me was the key that unlocked “the world”. I saw clearly for the first time the Scriptures, the battle, the world system, and like you said….it all leads back to Satans rebellion and his takeover of the world. A war against God.
    Your take on gifts is profound. It took me a very long time and a lot of badgering to realize that it is I believe a prophetic gift. Not a “thus saith the Lord” prophetic gift…which I have a hard time with, (?) but a true opening of the Scripture and of the world in which we live. Most Sincere, Born again Christians, just cannot have their rug pulled out and they will fight tooth and nail to keep their rug firmly planted under their feet.
    I am looking forward to reading more!
    By the way, I was shocked to find you are a Woman! You go girl!
    From a fellow pissed off person, who sees the world as it is….
    But we know the end of the story…Come Lord Jesus….Come!

  51. I just came across this post after Steve Quayle linked to it. @50shadesofPOd, this sheds a lot of light on how I feel and the frustration I have had with the modern western Christian church. They don’t want to truly understand the battle we are in because they would rather spend their time discussion football games and movies. I too am fascinated and excited by these events because we know how it all ends. I pray everyday that that will be the day I see Jesus face-to-face.
    Thank you for your boldness.

  52. Hi Laurel
    I was moved by your testimony as it resonates deeply with me. I was asked to share my testimony with another blogger whom I’ve come to really respect, Kara, of the prophetic timelines wordpress blog. When I blogged it she reblogged it to her site ( link: I totally relate to all your shared – I happen to follow and communicate with some you mentioned :
    Steve Quayle, L A Marzulli, Dr. Tom Horn and others @ Skywatchtv online (I was shocked by the sudden going home (death) of Cris Putnam), the Hagmanns. I went thru a lot of the steps you describe in reteurning / being drawn back to my Abba YHWH and blessed mashiach Yahshua from my prodigal state. I first became aware through Fritz Springmeier’s “Bloodlines of the Illuminati”, then Dr. Wim. Schnoebelen’s testimony on YouTube “Exposing the Illuminati From Within” -all 4 hr. of it. Now there’s a dude who was in deep, having been personally “anointed” by Heylel ben yawlal shahar (Heylel son of the howling morning- whom is incorrectly named Lucifer in Isaiah 14). Praise Yahshua for delivering and redeeming / healing Bill. I also had read M. Bill Cooper’s “Behold A Pale Horse” – free online in pdf.
    Then I became aware within the last 2 years of the nature of the end times Babylon. It’s like Cereberus, the 3 headed dog of Greek myth. One head (and overall controlling one) is the religious / political head – Vatican. The second head is the finance /economics / commerce head – the City of London aka The Square Mile within London England but like the other 2 heads NOT part of the country /state / province etc but being an independent city state, where Lord Rothschild has his mansion and it has its own govt. The last one you will be very familiar with, being an independent city-state known to all Americans, namely Washington DC – the military /enforcement / police action head.Sorry for being so long but there’s so much as you know once you peel the layers of that evil onion.I recommend a YouTube channel “Now You See TV” and their website. The guests are all very awake and will challenge all to grow.

    1. Actually one correction: reading Gary Wayne’s “Genesis 6 Conpiracy” it appears almost certain the top level of control is descended from those who believer they’re Rex Deus (King God) godkings, because they believe that they’re descended from parents Jesus (Yahshua) and Mary Magdalene because they bought into gnostic / Essene philosophy and syncretised it with other things, and they also spawned the Templars / Rosicrucians,/Priory of Sion

  53. Laurel, you just blew my socks off. You did tell my exact same story, although much better than what I would have ever done it. The whole alien are demons stuff, the conspiracy of why the world is what it is and how this whole thing is about the Bible and the rebellious stand (that’s what apostasy means according to Michael Rood) of Satan and his minions against Yehova and his son Yeshua.
    Tom Horn and Chris Putnam, Steve Quayle, LA Marzulli, Haggman and Haggman, etc. Chuck Missler, Nancy Missler,.. All so precious to me. How the Scriptures came to a new life through the light of their blessed Spirits.
    More recently I came across Michael Rood and God blessed me with visiting Israel in his Rood Tour. It all makes sense now. The loop is finally closing. God is restoring all things (His calendar and reckoning of time, His instructions (the Torah), His history (Noah’s Ark, the Red Sea Crossing, the Ark of the Covenants (yes both Covenants rest in the same Ark), prophecy, Israel (both the land and His people), etc. This is the last Jubilee and most likely the beginning of the last 7 years. It’s all clear now. Thanks to Michael Rood, Ron Wyatt, Henry Grover, Nehemia Gordon and a few others we now know. It all makes sense. The rocks are crying out!
    Even if your family do not get it or see it, pray for them to see just like Elisha did. My wife came to Israel with me and she s do still do not see.
    May the fire in your heart spread to other people as it did encourage me. You are a good and faithful witness and a true lover of The TRUTH.
    See you in the sea of fire and glass, if we don’t see each other earlier.

  54. Hi Laurel,
    Your post was sent to me by the Rabbi Darryl where I attend Messianic services because he understands where I am at. And where I am is exactly laid out in your post and it is confirmation of God’s Glory as he opens the hearts and minds of believers like us. Giving us the understanding you spoke of…”the natural desire and wisdom” that is for these last days. There is no-way we could handle this final spiritual war to be played-out on Earth without the very presence of the Holy Spirit in us.
    I’ve read the same books you shared among others and books by non-believers like Dr. David Jacobs, Timothy Good and Nick Redfern. When you see the story laid out by believers, non-believers and Scripture you realize it’s the same story.
    The Bible really is a book of war that began with the rebellious ones in Heaven. The end of the war was written at the beginning as the “mystery of salvation”.
    We are witnessing the completion of this mystery by understanding how it all started. God wrote this mystery of salvation right in the pages of our bibles so the rebellious ones could not understand it, yet with the help of the Holy Spirit this mystery can be pieced together and understood by those he opens to it for whatever roll we are to be used and sometimes I think that roll has something to do with His Kingdom because believers will want to know on the other side, where right now…well we both know about 7 billion people have no interest.
    As the Scriptures say “we are in the world but we are not of it” Amen to that. You also wrote about many who would have loved to see these end times…what a thrill for us who are getting it because when I speak of it I’m fired-up because what we can’t see is more real than what we can see. It’s not our war but the war is for our souls.
    God bless fellow Kingdom Citizen, Rob.

  55. I could not have said it better myself. Thanks to your article, people like us will feel more accepted. I understand completely that “feeling” you talked about, knowing something very big is going to happen. I’ve had it for years. Keep up the great work and God Bless you!

  56. Wow. Look at the good you have done, Laurel. There are so many of us who relate to your journey. This is just an excellent blogpost. Thank you.
    Someone should organize an “awake” conference … based on today’s posts I imagine many others would love to come for fellowship amongst true, believing peers. It is lonely out amongst the wilfully blind, to be sure.

  57. I just came across your blog and understand your perspective and feelings. I too share your ‘bent’ so to speak. In case you are not already familiar with him, I recommend to you the web site and work of Dr. Michael Heiser [; The Unseen Realm; Reversing Hermon]. I am sure these resources will enrich and deepen your understanding of the history and reality of the spiritual conflict of which we are engaged. Also, Psalm 91 is a prayer upon which I have come to cling.

  58. Wow I’m shocked this got so many views and such a huge response. I feel really humbled. Thank you all for reaching out and sharing your heart with me. I posted it on Before it’s news not thinking it would get any clicks. ..just wanted to add it to my list of articles on my bio page there (I post there now and then when something really interests me that I haven’t seen anyone else in the alt news mention). So anyways I posted this last night around midnight and I wake up this morning and it’s #1 on their site and Steve Quayle has posted it on his site too? What? I’m truly humbled and feel really blessed. I love reading all of your comments…it’s so rare to come across ppl like myself…I really value it. So thank you! Gonna go through and reply individually in a bit.
    On a side note my dad just messaged me and said “Just had a female who would not identify herself calling to get contact info on you. They said they were following up on information you provided that you were an employee of Glaze and Associates (his company which I’m not and never have been). No caller ID and really aggressive.”
    So my article getting so many views obviously attracted some of the wrong ppl. Can you guys plse pray for mine and my son’s protection? It’s pretty scary to hear that to be honest. I’d really appreciate the covering. Thank you. I look forward to talking to each of you!

  59. Your “awakening” is nearly identical to mine and my husband’s and, I suppose, in varying degrees to everyone else who has woken up to the truth. 5 years ago the Lord granted me a year and a half at work that I cannot explain in that I was incredibly low on clients that was out of my control. I had hours each day to read and wake up, and like you, it was in what seemed a planned, logical way with one area of understanding rolling into the next. I too discovered Marzulli, Steve Quayle, the Haggmans and others and for 18 months, I had all the dots connect of all the paranormal interests and questions that I always seemed to have from the time I was a kid, in a way that I knew was pure truth. And the understanding of the real reason for the flood was a pure epiphany. I could go on and on, but reading your experience which so nearly mirrors mine was chilling and exhilarating. Thanks.

  60. I am so glad that Steve Quayle posted a link to this article!! The way you have expressed how you feel, is almost exactly the same as I do!! You truly are my sister in Christ!! Thank you for being bold enough to share your feelings with the rest of us !! God bless you ! He led me the same way, after being away from Him for 20+ years; strting with the book of Enoch, then Skywatch tv, and the same authors that you mentioned, amazing to see Him at work leading us all !

  61. Hi Laurel,
    Interesting article! Like you I gave up trying to wake people up to the obvious. Or at least obvious to me. But I remember the day that I woke up from my stupor too. It was during the Larry Silverstein interview several months after 911 when he put his foot in his mouth and revealed that they had made the decision to “pull” building 7. Wow! it was like a lightning flash explode in my head.
    There is a book by P.D. Stuart that I highly recommend if you haven’t read it. Codeword Barbelon. It is available at
    Be well. Stingray

  62. another truth seeker ….. good ….. i am fortunate in that my wife is also a truth seeker … i can see how it could be very damaging to a marriage if both spouses were not on the same page
    having said that
    some of these posters / replies seem to think that israel country of is populated by
    jews ? descendants of Judah son of Jacob /Israel.
    little to nothing could be farther from the truth
    they are khazarian , eastern european …. and bad guys, they have no claim on the land , it was not promised to them
    the Palestinian s who are at least partially descendants of Israel / Samaria (the other tribes of Israel ) have a more convincing claim to the land than do the “jews” who are not really “jews” .
    the info to confirm is out there , but i will not link to it ….. find it on your own as your own search results will be more credible to your self
    hang in there …. i suspect things will get worse before they get great
    no facebook for me as it is spyware

  63. Three times in the last couple hours I have seen references to this post. So I figured God must have been nudging me to come look at it. I must say, I am thoroughly impressed. I have been awake for about 10 years now. I am 53. Retired military. 9-11 was my awaking. My family thinks I am the crazed one. lol

  64. I wanted to tell you I found your blog and it really resonates with me as well. I’m the conspiracy nut in the family. My own husband wants me to shut up and stop talking with everyone about all this stuff. He doesn’t see it. Nor anyone else I know. It IS a lonely road, but we must endure. I LOVE JESUS and declare Him as my Lord, and I always will. I’m thankful for the truths that I have been led to and thank God for the discernment and knowing of all these things…even if it is hard to deal with alone. One thing that has always stuck out to me (and I agree with your comment about maybe they weren’t “made” to see, though frustrating as it is) but have you noticed that almost each and every one who comments is the ONLY one in their family or circle that is able to see these truths. I think we are all positioned in our places for a reason. There is only one of us…and when the scales are removed we will each need to help them all through the shell-shock that they will go through, when it hits them of the depth of deception that we have all been subjected to. We do stand in Victory with our Lord Jesus Christ! May God Almighty Bless each of you with strength and perseverance to stand strong. Much love and God Bless! ~ Shannon

  65. I honestly can’t decide which is more encouraging: The fact that you finally gave me the answer as to why so few people in any of circles – especially Christian – see beyond the satanically inspired fabrication of reality presented to the world today, or that so MANY people followed the link here tonight and felt likewise strongly enough to comment their support.
    Amazing summary of what I could swear was my own “awakening.” Thank you, and God bless.

  66. Well its great to see and hear from another awake friend within the community of the Three Per Centers.
    ” Once your eyes have been opened they can never go shut again”. This can be a burden upon you as you are so keen aware of the lies and false narratives that are being spoken every day around you and in no way can you combat it all. you must pick your fights and I see you do from the articles you have written. Very Brave Lady but if “The Lord is with you who can be against you”
    Our last bastion of light in the corporate controlled media of MSM was FOX News but it too is slowly sinking in the night. There are holdouts within but probably not for long.
    From Gen: 6 to the flood was a very bad time for those upon the earth but God told the Fallen two Hundred who touched down on Mt Hermon you will see all of your off spring die, but and in doing so we now have the demons to deal with. Which brings us to Werner von Braun once Head of our Apollo Space Program had said this ” An American enemies’ list to sustain war {1} Soviet Union {2}Terrorist {3} Asteroid’s {4} Aliens.{ Nephilim} in that order. aliens are suppose to bring the world together for a fight to destroy a common enemy together as in NWO Together. We are now somewhere between Terrorist and Asteroid’s getting ready for the Antarctic and its alien group to be revealed and a time for that exposure to be presented to the unknowing world. I have been and for the most still am totally isolated from people I had know because they have plainly stated I do not want to hear about it, believing nothing is wrong here, so its best you might just move along. But again I realize that this hilltop home I built in TN is maybe thee best thing, for it my desert. You are correct in saying its better to be alone knowing than surrounded by those that cannot see the forest for the trees. I have been awake since around 2003. Eyes Wide Open cause its coming at you like a freight rain now. It is an E-TICKET RIDE for sure

  67. I don’t know where to start. but your title prompt me to write. 50 shades of pissed off. well here is 51. and number 51 is more shocking than what was revealed to you about this global conspiracy. conversion is different than salvation. to be converted to Christ is to start reading the bible, praying, worshiping, hearing God. receiving the Holy Ghost and His Gifts. ect…. salvation or becoming born again is receiving His love into your heart by revelation. before one is born again or truly saved, one must die the death, to be crucified with Christ on the cross. to become aware of the death within. and it takes much patience! in your patience possess ye your souls. if ye continue in my word ye shall know the truth and the truth shall set you free. most Christians are converted, and they think that is salvation or being born again. WRONG! these Christians will be sent away to eternal ruin. matthew 7:21-23 ok. that is it for now. by the way. not one Christian will agree with me on this blog! I will be surprised if there is one! and you can delete this post if you like. if you are seeking the Lord in truth, you will know if I am telling you the truth.

      1. most Christians deny (contradict) the power of God. the power of God that brings one to the place of a broken and contrite spirit. we must ask, seek, knock, strive, labor, hunger, thirst, ect…. for the Lord. seek ye first the Kingdom of God and His Righteousness. the many Christians were/are deceived! they won’t find out until after they die. what a shocker! willfully ignorant! they want nothing to do with picking up their own cross and dying the death that was commanded by our Father. we must be (spiritually) crucified with Christ, before we can be spiritually regenerated/quickened/made alive in Christ. all of this is a journey that is EXPERIENTIAL!!! YES ONE WILL EXPERIENCE THE POWER OF GOD, JOB SAID…THE THUNDER OF HIS POWER WHO CAN UNDERSTAND. THE ONE WHO IS OBEDIENT TO THE COMMANDS OF THE LORD BY ENTERING INTO THE STRAIT GATE WALKING THE NARROW ROAD UNTO DEATH, EVEN THE DEATH OF THE CROSS. YOU WILL EXPERIENCE A SPIRITUAL DEATH FROM WITHIN. its not instant by a simple prayer and shedding some tears. you must come to the end of your faith, before the Lord saves you in truth. 1 peter 1:9. to experience the power of God bringing one down to the pit, in the lowest room is undescribable

      2. John 14:21 He that hath my commandments, (ask, seek, knock) and keepeth them, (obedient) he it is that loveth me: and he that loveth me shall be loved of my Father, and I will love him, and will manifest (reveal,show) myself Love of Christ) to him. most Christians will say this is works, we are saved by faith. well faith without works is dead. this is not a work of self justification. its a work of obedience by faith. you are not trying to justify yourself. you are being obedient to the commands of the Lord by seeking Him out, and by seeking Him out, the holy spirit will begin to convict you unto death, showing/revealing to you by experience of this death within. we are all born dead to God. but are not aware that we are dead. this death within is hidden or veiled to us. when one sets his face as flint not looking back to find the Kingdom of God. this death within us is slowly revealed. you will come to the place where you call out, my God, my God why have you forsaken me. you will EXPERIENCE being CUT OFF FROM ALL LIFE. IN THE PIT OF DARKENSS ALL ALONE. FORSAKEN. DESTROYED, TORN TO PIECES. JUDGED. ONLY THE FEW WILL BE OBEDIENT, THE MANY WILL NOT AND WILL HAVE TO GO THROUGH THIS WHEN THEY DIE A PHYSICAL DEATH WITH NO RANSOM. BUT IF YOU DO THIS NOW, DIE THE DEATH, THERE WILL BE A RANSOM, A REVELATION, A MANIFESTATION, A REEDEMER, THAT WILL BE GIVEN YOU, THE WHITE STONE OF AQUITTAL. A NEW HEART. ALL THIS HAPPENS BEFORE PHYSICAL DEATH. I CAN GO ON FOREVER DECLARING THE FULL GOSPEL OF CHRIST.

      3. Be afflicted, and mourn, and weep: let your laughter be turned to mourning, and your joy to heaviness. Humble yourselves in the sight of the Lord, ( the lowest room, the pit of death) and he shall lift you up. (revelation of Christ) James 4:9 this is the way to SALVATION! good bye.

      4. Examine yourselves, whether ye be in the faith; prove your own selves. Know ye not your own selves, how that Jesus Christ is in you, except ye be reprobates? 2 cor. 13:5 most Christians will never examine themselves concerning their own salvation. they take it all by faith they are going to heaven because they believe in Jesus Christ. the devils believe in Jesus and they tremble! they are not going to heaven. the gospel of today is a gospel of CONVERSION ONLY! its a half gospel. you must understand this half gospel is the good stuff! pleasant words. the other half of the gospel is completely ignored by the many Christians who are sent away to eternal ruin. because they all say picking up my cross and to die the death is a work. away with you. I am saved by faith, not works. and so they never come in to know the Lord.

      5. this verse is to tell us that we can be Christians and filled with the holy ghost and have all the gifts of the holy ghost and yet not have charity (LOVE OF GOD) this is why we are commanded to examine ourselves to see if we be in the faith, examine ourselves and know if Jesus Christ is in us. or perhaps we are only CONVERTED! and not BORN AGAIN! Though I speak with the tongues of men and of angels, and have not charity, I am become as sounding brass, or a tinkling cymbal.
        2 And though I have the gift of prophecy, and understand all mysteries, and all knowledge; and though I have all faith, so that I could remove mountains, and have not charity, I am nothing.
        3 And though I bestow all my goods to feed the poor, and though I give my body to be burned, and have not charity, it profiteth me nothing.

      6. to 50 shades… did you ever have Christ revealed to you from heaven? Christ is so hid in God from the natural apprehensions of the flesh, that he cannot be any man be savingly known, unless God the Father reveals him to them. no man can know Jesus Christ but by the revelation of the Father; yes, and faith too, which the soul layeth hold upon Christ. say something… I’m giving up on you.

  68. Thank you for writing this! Now I know that I am not crazy or alone. Your experience is so similar mine. I could never have expressed it as well as you. Great job. God bless.

  69. Thank you Laurel!!! We may look like everyone else but there is some special purpose to this knowledge i’m sure of it. And now I know that I’m not insane or crazy and I guess that more will be revealed every day. Right now I am reading a book by Ann Coulter called Demonic. Has anyone read this?

  70. Thank you Laurel. What you expressed so eloquently is exactly how my husband and I feel. Sometimes we just look at each other and laugh saying “why oh why did we take the red pill?”. But because of what we have learned we read the Bible with a better understanding of the battle that is really taking place. Don’t know if you follow SkyWatchTV but Tom Horn a dear friend of Steve Quayle has many guests on that open your eyes to these spiritual truth. We are reading books right now by Dr. Michael Lake. The Shinar Directive and The Sheeriyth Imperative. They have given us so much understanding into the mindset of the authors of the Bible and the battle satan has been waging against God Almighty since the beginning of time. We also love Dr. Michael Heiser. Wow just eye opening. We try to share with everyone but have had many an eye roll. I can’t worry about others I just have to be faithful to the path God has called me to, We are living in exciting times. Jesus could come back right now!!!

  71. You have no idea how much your article impacted me! I ran across it on Steve Quayle. I had never heard of you or your blog before, and am not on facebook or twitter. When I read it, it was like you were describing my life in words that I never had. It was an astonishing revelation for me as to why people can’t see, and why it’s been so frustrating for me. But the article was absolutely BRILLIANT. I sent it to all my family, and every friend on my e mail list, with the note that if you will read this, you will understand me and the way I am, and the fights I’ve been fighting all my adult life.I wish you lived next door, Laurel. What a blessing you are! Keep up the good work! You touched me deeply at a time when I really needed it!

      1. Someone contacted me, and wrote you a nice little note. Can you contact me through my contact page, so I can send it to you. I’m assuming this individual is wanting to keep it private. Blessings! -Kara

        1. kara, on may 26 i got an email that appeared to be directed to me but gmails web interface is very confusing. if i was the that u wanted to contact you privately im couldnt figure out how to do so. my email is

  72. Welcome to the Base Camp little sister……many are coming out of spiritual babylon, ‘in the church & outside the church’. Be Righteous and keep the Spirit of Joy at All Times, one of our great weapons in the Holy Spirit -Pastor Dan

  73. Why is it that so few Christians understand the bigger picture?
    Answer: Their purpose and the timing of it, has not yet come 🙂
    To everything there is a season, and a time to every purpose under the heaven: Ecclesiastes 3:1
    Be satisfied that you understand, for He has chosen you to consider these things before time.
    We are few, but our numbers grow daily 🙂
    Be patient and not downcast, do not look back. You have been created for a place you’ve never known……..and this place, not yet here, is Home 🙂

  74. Thank you for writing this story. And for posting it in Before Its News. I found it there and it got my attention. To be short, quoting Morpheus: “i know exactly how you feel”. Ive been there. Being lonely in the middle of the crowd. Bullied, distrusted, avoided, hushed, all because of me following Him and getting too loud like a trumpet. Now reading your story gives me strength, sounds like “I still have 7000 people who doesnt worship baal. You Are Not Alone…”. Thank you again for writing your story and sharing it.

  75. Today was the first time that I encountered you, Laurel, and your writing. God has opened my eyes as well, and has made me for such a journey. My journey has been lonely. Good to know I am not alone.

  76. Incredible post. I’m amazed at how well you have put what is going on in the world. I agree with everything you’ve said here. I’m 66 now and I didn’t wake up until after 9/11. God bless and keep writing.

  77. When i first saw Obama running for president i started doing simple google searches and found tons of very troubling info on his sordid past and thought there is no way this phony will get elected as soon as someone at FOX does their homework but that did not happen so then i said surely congress will check him out thoroughly but when that did not happen i got a sickening feeling in my gut for it was then i realized our government was in cahoots and we are in it deep and like you my family thought i was obsessed and payed little attention to the mountains of evidence i showed them. The one thing Obama did good was wake millions of sleeping Christians and Patriots up to evil in our world.

  78. I did some research a few years ago that lead me to the information that, Jesus birthday is really on Sept. 11th. No one is interested however in knowing this. Every year on Sept 11th I would post, Happy Birthday, Jesus. No one would even ask me why. People just don’t want to know what they do not know.

  79. Great testimony and blog. Don’t/won’t do Facebook, not going to be a Zuckerberger. Don’t worry too much about loss of friends there, they are continuously fed lies from every direction with emotions being stimulated, not sense of reason. Grew up with only printed page and occasional am radio, so I know what we are missing. The “news” of today is far from that of yesterday; however, there were many lies back then, too. For twisted fun, look up attempted military coup 1933/1934. Not in my history books. It all goes way back, way deep. Dr. Stanley Monteith’s “Brotherhood of Darkness” would be of great interest to you. Be blessed that you may be a blessing!

  80. I understand and am in the same boat……..I have no other human except my precious sister that understands the WORD, the last days we find ourselves in and what is going on in this evil world we are in physically living in. Nice to know there are lots of others. The church is asleep. . . . . . . .

    1. “And you shall know the truth; and the truth will really piss you off.”  (Words on a plaque at the CIA.) Do you even read your incoming e-mails? See, “The once and future,” specifically, the essay entitled “Declarations Concerning the Unified Field.” The first sentences of the bible are about the first seven days of the creation of life in the womb of the mother.  The creation of mass by the universe is a whole different thing; matter is being created at all times; it began after the big bang and will continue until the stars all collapse and lead to another big bang. There are spirals of less gravity than the norm on the face of the earth that will go on to tell WHY many of the ancient monuments were built. My website is: Are you like all the professors that I have come in contact with?  Do you also know everything there is to know?        Joe Richardson

      1. Your first two sentences tell us a lot about the CIA. William Casey said, “We’ll know our disinformation program is complete when everything the American public believes is false.” It reveals character, attitude. The Scripture was not dealing with truth on the order of two plus two is four. It dealt with morality. The words generally spoken are taken out of context. John 8: 31b, 32 reads, “If you hold to my teaching, you are really my disciples. Then you will know the truth, and the truth will set you free.” NIV

  81. Just watched “They Live”, for the first time finally. Already knew the storyline,but wow,was it a great film.
    We, Who are the Truth,are like the guy who saw reality revealed all around him when he put those special glasses on!
    I will take truth and whatever it entails,rather than self medicating LIES of the steeple.
    Their are indeed wolves at the door…and we need Jesus by our side.

  82. If you ask the wrong questions, if your focus is wrong from the beginning, you can’t get the right answers. There is a new tone-setter that begins each age; the last three were Seth, Isaac and then Jesus. The transition to the next age is like the gully-washer flood I saw near to the Dead Sea: it rained somewhere up above and the power of the water was pushing a giant boulder as it sped along. With his doctrine of “Judge not. . .” Jesus put a large rock in the path of supernal judgment. There will be a washing away of that obstruction.

  83. Hi there, I hail from way down under in good old Australia. I can also see very clearly and love your clearly God inspired work. Just wanted to let you know how far and wide your articles are reaching. I am subscribed and love getting your messages. Kind regards Nell

  84. I can’t tell you how much I appreciate this latest email. I am sixty-two, have been doing research on many of the things you mention for about thirty years. I have been mostly alone in that research, and it is in the last four years that my life has become a lot like yours. It’s stunning how reading what you wrote is like reliving my life. Thank you for sharing these things. And Yes, when I was in my twenties, my grandmother said that she knew a secret, and I wondered if it had to do with these days we are living in, or just the fact that I am a part of them. She never told me what the secret was, but she lived her life serving the Lord in front of our family, and she would certainly be blown away if she knew what is actually happening.

  85. I admire your courage laurel .
    To walk amongst and face the evil rather than take the easy way out and join the flock x
    Im not religious and I never have been so I can give you an opinion not based on faith only facts I have uncovered .
    Two years ago I decided I wanted to look at reality rather than tell a lie. Vision. As I knew whilst we have trillionares and kids dieing from lack of clean water we couldn’t call ourselves civilized 🙁
    I already knew 911 was staged before I started ( at the time didmt realise 7-7 UK was too )
    So I began ””
    First I destroyed NASA and fake space uncovering the dream team with crowley and Disney ( its not hard to destroy NASA just look at pluto
    Next I destroyed Disney the 33rd degree paedo 🙁
    Then I looked at the music industry AMD horror wood and the blatant luceferian imagery and sigil magic
    (attackin the kids the bastards )
    This is when fear took hold 🙁
    This led me to Mkultra sex kittens and rituals
    From here to rothchilds spirit cooking to the vatican lucifer worshipping 🙁 I always krocks wasnt a clever monkey on a spinning rock ? That took me two weeks to destroy evolution and spinning rock lol ( this is when I learnt to laugh and the fear left)
    Now I know
    The world is a stage and life is a play we are all extras without the script but it seems to me the ruling Elite are playing out the book trying to bring fourth the anti Christ(s) like i said I have no religom faith or god ( I mock no one that does ) yet the rulers worship lucifer ( however they try justify it to themselves ) so you are far from crazy and as we all pull away from the Saturn matrix agent. Smith will jump from family member to friend to attack you 🙁
    Your pure ! you have empathy compassion. Morality always remember that and let know one tell you otherwise x
    If there is a God ?
    You my friend have a place In heaven 💘
    Im not gonna be allowed in 🙁 although I have the attributes above I will never worship anyone 🙁
    I will fight this battle for humanity beside you but I expect nothing in return .
    May your God bless you laurel x

    1. Well,sir,you are not “noble”. Just foolish. The gift of Salvation is FREE.
      Take it.
      Hell is real,and it is FOREVER…

      1. Thanks for the words of encouragement or the guidance you offer 🙁 maybe I was sent here for a reason to be enlightened ? Not to be called names 🙁 please feel free to remove my post and me from the blog as Im not here to offend people 🙁

        1. Thanks for your comment Brooksie… you are always welcome here. This is another one of my favorite C.S. Lewis quotes:
          “Why is God landing in this enemy-occupied world in disguise and starting a sort of secret society to undermine the devil? Why is He not landing in force, invading it? Is it that He is not strong enough? Well, Christians think He is going to land in force; we do not know when. But we can guess why He is delaying. He wants to give us the chance of joining His side freely. I do not suppose you and I would have though much of a Frenchman who waited till the Allies were marching into Germany and then announced he was on our side. God will invade. But I wonder whether people who ask God to interfere openly and directly in our world quite realise what it will be like when He does. When that happens, it is the end of the world. When the author walks on to the stage the play is over. God is going to invade, all right: but what is the good of saying you are on His side then, when you see the whole natural universe melting away like a dream and something else -something it never entered your head to conceive- comes crashing in; something so beautiful to some of us and so terrible to others that none of us will have any choice left? For this time it will be God without disguise; something so overwhelming that it will strike either irresistible love or irresistible horror into every creature. It will be too late then to choose your side. There is no use saying you choose to lie down when it has become impossible to stand up. That will not be the time for choosing: it will be the time when we discover which side we really have chosen, whether we realized it before or not. Now, today, this moment, is our chance to choose the right side. God is holding back to give us that chance. It will not last forever. We must take it or leave it.”
          ― C.S. Lewis, Mere Christianity

  86. Hi Laurel- I love and greatly support what you are doing to awaken the sheeple that can be awakened.  I sent you an invite on LinkedIn to connect with me and I sent you an email to your Gmail account.   Please check those 2 accounts?  Looking forward to hearing from you in the near future. Thanks again for what you are doing for everybody and utilizing your wonderful gift of insight, understanding and wisdom Sister!!!! Sincerely  Michael Spencer ☺ 
    Sent via the Samsung GALAXY S®4, an AT&T 4G LTE smartphone

  87. Dear Laurel,
    I am blown away by your revelations because it happened to me exactly the same way! One day disgusted by the financial news I started searching and “went down the rabbit hole”. And it was the same for me, I read and read, and it lead me straight to Jesus.
    I’m still depressed, I thought there would be a rapture, but now I believe it will happen at the end. My husband would do anything to deny the reality. He is on a financial suicide mission and I am alone. I used to be a health freak but now I’ll eat all kinds of crap. I don’t have kids.
    Initially, I thought it was exciting, living to see these things, but I’ve grown increasing fearful and don’t think I’m up to the challenge. How do you cope without support?
    Sent from my iPad

    1. Hi Diane, I wish I could say something to make you feel better. I don’t have any support either but I guess I just try to take things one day at a time. We weren’t created to be able to handle anything outside of the next 24 hours. Stay in the day. Surviving the day should be your focus. We are all hurtling towards death at breakneck speed anyways….our hope is not in this world because it will never fulfill us. I’ve had a couple of burning bush type of experiences with the Holy Spirit that changed my life forever. And in those moments when the Holy Spirit was upon me I knew many things… I remember jumping from question to question in my head because as soon as I thought of the question I understood the answer. When the experience was over I could not remember what I had “known”…my finite human brain could not comprehend these things without the presence of the Holy Spirit there….but the one thing I took from it…the only thing that really stuck with me was the deep revelation that in the end it was all going to be okay. I had honestly not known that before. That it would all be OK in the end.. and more than okay. …absolutely amazing

      1. There’s a lot of ppl in that situation (no support) these days sis. It’s mainly thru the net like those the other commentator mentioned, Russ Dizdar, Steve Quayle, Hagmans, David Lankford, Henry Gruver (now that Henry is one dude who has had the most extraordinary experiences in the Holy Spirit), L A Marzulli, Tim Alberino, Tom Horn, Gary Wayne, and a few others are those who’ve helped me considerably

    2. Diane just remember that we’re in a war, and while it can be exciting at times, it’s mostly not. However we have the benefit of knowing how it ends and who wins. Meanwhile just as a baby is born, grows thru infancy, toddler, preshcooler, pre adolescent, adolescent than hopefully matures into an adult, we too have to grow from being born again in the spirit to spiritual infancy, toddler-hood, etc until we grow up into the full stature of Messiah Yeshua as Paul wrote. Meanwhile feed your self some positive scriptural/ spiritual meat from trusted reliable sources online – some of which I mentioned in another comment

  88. You wrote my story. My Obama was Bush Jr and family. I knew things about them that I had not reason to know. To date, none have been wrong. Just found you today via MelleniumReport, thanx for what you’re doing. One member of your tribe…

  89. Laurel, I started looking for truth because of health issues. I found your blog because I don’t trust VP Pence and was scouring the web for info. After reading Cathy O’Brien’s autobiography last year, my worldview shifted 180 degrees, and I hesitate to believe in any career politician. I listen to the Hagmann Report and totally trust Pastor Russ Dizdar and I’m praying diligently for discernment in this battle against evil. Bless you for proclaiming truth.

  90. I actually teared up when I saw the video posted at the end. Its such a beautiful philosophy. God vs Satan. Black and white. I see the same things you see; I wish it was so simple.
    In my search for truth I’ve concluded that technologically advanced civilizations have risen and fallen time and time again. Maybe another “race” of man exists amongst us? Out of sight and with greater potential. Perhaps the reality and higher science of this stuff is out of comprehension for us simpletons.
    I have a deep seeded yearning for truth but I don’t know if Ill ever find it. Though we have different opinions on the outlook and “endgame” of life, its reassuring to know there are people out there realizing how blatantly broken and mysterious reality truly is. Good luck, friend.

    1. Thanks Leviticus. And you teared up because it’s truth . It really is THAT simple. You don’t need to understand it all. You just need to know it IS a spiritual war. This life is a straight up contest for your soul. And Lucifer and his cohorts (the fallen angels and demons) are masters of deception. Lucifer is the author of confusion…. and chaos. we don’t need to understand it all. You just need to know there is a Creator who made you and loves you more than you could comprehend. The whole “ancient aliens” theory, Zeceriah Sitchens stuff is a straight up deception. Read the book of Enoch and Jasher…which were left out of the Bible by the Vatican. It will all start to become clear when you realize what happened in the past is happening again. There WERE past civilizations that had extremely advanced technology….but don’t believe the lie that they created us or that they are “gods”. They are the fallen ones who fled the earth when God destroyed it.
      “Though you soar like the eagle and make your nest among the stars, even from there will I bring you down,” declares the LORD.
      Obadiah 1:4
      An excerpt from Hollie Moodys vision: “A woman’s vision of the Nephilim and the soul-less ones”
      “I then saw as the Nephilim aligned themselves with certain people, and merged themselves with these people. I saw as they revealed themselves to these people as angels of light, as spiritual guides. I then heard as these people began to proclaim and speak of new theories and discoveries with which to explain the mysteries of the past, as well as forthcoming discoveries of the future. And their words were greeted and welcomed and believed upon by many.
      (Galatians 1:8, 2 Thessalonians 2:9-12, 1 Timothy 4:1, 2 Timothy 4:4)
      “What is the purpose of these things?” I asked the Lord.
      “This is a last effort waged by the enemy to destroy man’s ability to receive salvation,” the Lord explained to me. “
      “Tell My children to watch, child,” the Lord said unto me. “Tell them to allow nothing to deceive them.”
      Full vision-
      By Hollie L. Moody
      “In a vision, I was standing in a group of people. We were laughing and talking together. I sensed that the Lord was standing next to me.
      “Child,” I heard the Lord say to me, “what are you doing here?”
      I was surprised by the Lord’s question. “I am visiting with my friends,” I replied.
      “This is not what I have called you unto,” the Lord said to me. “Why are you not up in the tower where I have called you to be?”
      I saw that the Lord had turned from the group of people, and was pointing upwards. I looked up to where the Lord was pointing, and saw a very high tower.
      “Because it’s lonely in the tower,” I said to the Lord.
      “Return to where I have stationed you,” the Lord commanded me.
      I slowly began to climb my way back up into the high tower. When I arrived back into the tower, I saw that the entire tower was open on all sides and that I was able to look out easily into all directions.
      I looked down and saw that the Lord was walking in and out of the crowds of people spread out below me. At intervals, He would stop and speak quietly to certain people. These people would then also separate themselves from the crowds and make their way to where the Lord would point for them to be.
      I saw that some of the people were positioned on rooftops. Some were positioned on walls that ran around the perimeter of the city. Others were in groups of twos and were walking around the city together. Still others were also up in high towers such as the one I was in.
      I then sensed the Lord’s return next to me.
      “Why am I here, Lord?” I asked.
      “To keep watch,” the Lord replied.
      (Habakkuk 2:1-3)
      So, I watched. For quite some time, I continued to watch. Yet, I saw nothing.
      I noticed that the Lord was going from watchman to watchman, speaking to them. I saw that some of them had fallen asleep on their watch, and that the Lord appeared quite displeased by this.
      (Isaiah 56:10)
      Suddenly, I saw something bright falling from the heavens. When this brightness struck the earth, I saw what appeared to be a mist. From this mist sprang forth spirits, some type of angelic beings. Yet I felt tremendous and immense fear and unease as I viewed these spiritual beings.
      (Luke 10:18, Revelation 9:1-3, Revelation 16:14, 2 Corinthians 11:14)
      “What is happening, Lord?” I asked the Lord. “What are these spiritual beings?”
      “These are the fallen ones,” the Lord replied. “This is the return of the Nephilim.”
      I had no idea what these words meant, yet was filled with absolute terror at what the Lord had just said to me.
      I then saw more spiritual beings descending from the heavens. Yet, even though I was afraid when I saw them, it was not with the same terror I had felt upon seeing those to whom the Lord referred to as the Nephilim.
      “Who are these beings, Lord?” I asked.
      “These are the Watchers,” the Lord replied. “The Holy Ones.”
      (Daniel 4: 13, 17, Hebrews 1:14)
      I watched from my place in the tower as the Nephilim entered into what appeared to be laboratories. I saw as the Nephilim stood side by side with what appeared to be doctors and whispered into the ears of the doctors.
      These doctors were conducting what appeared to be some type of complex experiments.
      Here in the laboratories, I saw as what appeared to be humans were brought forth.
      Yet, something about these “humans” disturbed me greatly.
      “What is transpiring here, Lord?” I asked the Lord. “Who are these people that are being brought forth?”
      “These are the soul-less ones,” the Lord replied.
      I felt a chill settle upon me at the Lord’s words
      “From the very beginning of time,” the Lord said to me, “Satan has sought to insinuate himself into the bloodline of men. He sought to taint the bloodline through which Messiah would come. Satan did this to prevent the salvation of mankind.”
      (Genesis 3:15, Genesis 6:2, 4)
      “The world was filled with wickedness and the bloodline became corrupt through the fallen ones,” the Lord said to me. “Until only one just and perfect man was left upon the face of the earth. Only his bloodline was free from any taint and blemish of the seed of the fallen ones. It was to be through the bloodline of Noah that My covenant would continue to be established. And it repented Me that I had made man, and it was determined to destroy man and the earth to free it from the taint of the fallen ones.”
      (Genesis 6:9, 17-18, Jude 6)
      I then saw as the Nephilim aligned themselves with certain people, and merged themselves with these people. I saw as they revealed themselves to these people as angels of light, as spiritual guides. I then heard as these people began to proclaim and speak of new theories and discoveries with which to explain the mysteries of the past, as well as forthcoming discoveries of the future. And their words were greeted and welcomed and believed upon by many.
      (Galatians 1:8, 2 Thessalonians 2:9-12, 1 Timothy 4:1, 2 Timothy 4:4)
      “What is the purpose of these things?” I asked the Lord.
      “This is a last effort waged by the enemy to destroy man’s ability to receive salvation,” the Lord explained to me. “The soul-less ones do not have the ability to become or to experience salvation; for they have no soul.
      “Tell My children to watch, child,” the Lord said unto me. “Tell them to allow nothing to deceive them.”
      “Who would believe these words, Lord?” I asked the Lord.
      “Very few,” the Lord replied. “The words you speak will sound foolish to many. Yet the warning given to them now will become a seed planted in their heart. These words will be remembered by them when the need arrives. Fear not, child, to speak what I command you to speak.”
      (Acts 18: 9-10)
      In Him,
      ~~ Hollie L. Moody
      (January 15th, 2006)

  91. My story is somewhat similar although it has unfolded over many more years — even prior to the internet. Up until about 6-7 years ago I didn’t fully understand how it all really is about Jesus and satan’s long war against God and man. I didn’t really understand that satanists control the major governments and actively sacrifice innocents and engage in massive pedophilia and mind control. And yes, I’ve lost many friends who actually know me and consider me a bit nuts because of my FB posts. In fact, my upcoming high school reunion should be quite interesting. Then again, I may not attend. Knowing what I know makes it difficult to focus on my work and have relationships with others — much like what you have written here. I keep thinking, “How can they not see this?!?!” I’m careful not to FB friend any work acquaintances and I keep my posts only among friends. Having said all this, I find life to be far better living and searching out Truth and understanding more and more as opposed to “living” in the matrix-like world we are “supposed” be existing in. How useless is that?
    At any rate, hang in there and keep posting what you post on FB. It is much appreciated by me, at least.

  92. Thank you for this amazing post! I was just clicking links on the computer and somehow I found it. It was definitely the Holy Spirit that led me to it! I wept as I read it. I have not been awake for very long but I became a Christian 6 years ago and with that my life and the way I saw the world started to change. God started showing me things little by little and my desire for truth started me down the rabbit hole… and what a hole it is. The comforting thing to me is that we know “It is written”. God wins which means we all will be ok in the end. We know where we are going will be a million times better. These things have to happen though as depressing as it all is. We were chosen for this time for a reason( John 15:16) I am very alone in all of this although my husband is awake, just not as awake as me 🙂 So many people I know and love are deceived. I just keep praying for their salvation (especially my daughter who is so so deceived). I am just going to try my best to shine God’s light to draw other people to him and his love. I have John 10:27,28 posted to my desk and I read it first thing every morning “My sheep hear my voice, and I know them, and they follow me, and I will give them eternal life, and they shall never perish, neither shall anyone snatch them out of my hand”. God Bless you and thank you for a post that so clearly explained everything so beautifully and with a little humor which lightened an incredibly heavy reality.

  93. Hello my friend…. great post …..galaxy game cycle coming to completion….after departure from the human body, do not submit to judgement…. judge not and you shall not be judged….Tne Christos is hyper dimensional and is beyond reincarnation … the yin and the yang…. onelove

  94. Your story has some similarities to mine but there was one part that resonated with me extremely well. It was the realization that there are people that are here for different purposes than others such as us and that they were not meant to play the part that we are suited for. I do not try to preach what i know any more to people that show the slightest resistance. I have learned to sense the type of people that have been shown the light and and can relate to about this stuff. It is a complete waste of time trying to convince those that are unable to process it. It just doesn’t have any significance to their purpose, which is no less significant than ours. We are just one aspect of a much bigger picture that involves many players with many different roles. It doesn’t matter what the others do as long as it is contributing to the right cause and not doing the bidding of the dark side.

  95. Interesting I read this blog today as this morning I was very much called to pray for Obama on awakening. May he turn away from evil and have a conversion. I wish we lived near so we could have a conversation or two! I only have my dad to speak to about the truth of illuminati forces. No-one else know believes or cares.

  96. Listening to your story was like watching my parallel journey. It’s beyond asking why,just get all in because the king is coming

  97. I’m amazed by how similar your journey has been to my own, which began 15 or 20 years ago when my wife and I were living in Novato. I take heart knowing that I’m not alone with the things that I see. So many of the things you’ve said, and the quotes by C. S. Lewis, articulate things I’ve known deep within me, but haven’t been able to fully draw out into words. Thank you for contributing your understanding.

  98. It’s so awesome to read another person’s awakening process! God is so AWESOME! I totally relate to everything you’ve said! When Obama came on the scene I felt like he was the antichrist and I wasn’t even saved at that time, nor did I believe in the Bible. I knew about the Illuminati, 9/11, and most of the other stuff (except I still believed in aliens until I got saved 2 years ago) since probably 2005 or so. I’ve always felt like something big would happen in my lifetime and I’ve never felt like I was going to live to be an old person. It was when I realized we don’t live on a globe spinning around and around when I finally had the blinders removed and realized Satan is real and that all this stuff is from him. I dropped to my knees and begged Jesus for forgiveness. I’ve had the opportunity to learn more about Bible and Jesus over the past 2 years that it’s just mind blowing. I know He is coming soon!

  99. I found your blog today. As a follower of Jesus, I know that He is real (I had a clear cut vision of Jesus in my early 20’s). Anyway, I know that we’re in the end times, having learned about and been interested in how everything ties together. Your website takes different subjects and connects the dots, so to speak. Thanks for creating your website, sharing your information. God bless you.

  100. I thank you for writing this, open in public so people like me with the same thoughts and feelings and wonderings and can take notice knowing that there are others who feel the same way and be encouraged. It took much to learn and explain it out this way and its called Wisdom. When I read this, I kept thinking someone was mirroring my experience and feelings in so many areas. I too look to learn and do have the same joy knowing that God told us from the beginning the end of the story and we get to play a part and see His wonders and power over all creation. I thank God for my salvation when I was lost, the knowing of His ways and the blessings and gifts He bestows on those He loves and seek Him. I loved the simple words you wrote about the worlds situation that “its a war on Him”. Oh how true and simple and based in scripture. Blessings on you and your family and I give thanks for true fellow sojourners such as yourself that make the travel all the more interesting in seeing God workings in each life. As one who God draws people to, to teach and learn its nice to be on the receiving end in confirmation that there are others who share the same views. Press in there is more for you.

  101. Laurel,
    Thank you for this post. I have read it many times over the last 6 months, and each time notice things I had missed before. It is so humbling when you realize you unconsciously block out stuff when you are not ready for the truth. As a long time lurker and big fan I just wanted to let you know you are not alone and there are probably many more lurkers like me reading your posts.
    Have you been following QAnon? He just this weekend dropped information about the illuminati, blood lines, and other sick but real stuff going on in governments and entertainment. I don’t know how the general population will receive this info when it comes to light, it will be so hard to accept.

    1. Hey Berean thanks so much for saying hi. Your words mean alot. I love the word “lurker”. It makes me laugh. And no I haven’t been listening to Q because I believe he’s a psyop. Only reason I knew about his recent remarks is because the stats went crazy on my site on my Angela Merkel is Hitler’s daughter and Hitler is a Rothschild post I posted a year or so ago.

  102. Your story was so much like my own I had to type a comment here…
    I got almost all the way through without even realizing you were a female (not that it matters)… Even if you are a little bit older than I am, our stories are so much the same. (E.g. if you are around 37-38 and I am 33)
    One thing I wanted to say is: Be careful of some of those prophecy teachers and book writers. If they are profiting from their stuff to a large extent (from the info they put out), then they are probably mixing a bunch of ‘disinfo’ into their material. Once I figure out that someone is funded by (or affiliated with) Soros, Rockafellers, B’nai Birith, Kissinger (etc) I immediately disregard everything they have to say because they have a distinct agenda to either confuse, distract, feed 100% false info or to muddy the waters with shreds of truth but mostly lies. It’s hard not to name names because I don’t like seeing other people lied to and deceived. Much like I don’t enjoy being lied to.
    I wont name any names because some people get pretty attached to their sources and feel the need to come to their defense. Just on the off chance you didn’t know, some of the links people have been providing in the comments here present some conflicting and even non-biblical material. Furthermore, one of the links in particular goes into much detail about the “Kundalini” and the various chakras, etc… I have to mention that it would be best to stay far, far away from those sorts of practices. (Such as yoga s well as anything that might be termed as “New Age”)
    I wont go on about that because I have a feeling you already know. I was delighted to notice that you also follow (or retweet, etc.) material from the Henry Makow website. (Or maybe I’m wrong?) Either way, what a genius! Most everything he says (99.999%) is so bang-on that his site has been a blessing. (He also allows guest articles so I can’t really give 100% because I don’t know their motivations or affiliations) Even in the public comments section, one gets the impression that mainly ‘awake’ people who already know most of those things are the ones visiting the site.
    It’s just too bad that so much of this crucial information is difficult to digest (and spread!)… I remember when I first starting knowing what really happened on Sept 11, 2001… I got several nasty headaches. Or more prominent was a very uneasy feeling (especially in the gut) when learning the reality of those ‘attacks’. The enemy can discourage you from coming to the truth in so many different ways!!!
    Anyway, it’s refreshing to come across people who already know a lot of what’s really going on. Bible prophecy is unfolding on a daily basis! Very soon we will be exposed to some more deceptions on the world stage. (And not just the day-to-day stuff) Keeping people living in fear is one thing they like to do, so I wont go into details about the coming destruction or attacks. I just hope not too many people fall for the deception. However, most indications are that they will.
    I recommend a (free, pdf) book by Peter D. Goodgame called “The Second Coming of the Antichrist”…
    I recommend this website also:
    And for interesting news (current and over the past years):
    Some websites I can really credit for helping me figure out that Trump would be president (other than H. Makow) are along the lines of “ProphecyintheMaking” and “TheEndTimesForecaster”… Not everything they say is 100% accurate but they sure do shed some light on current events. I also recommend the video “60 years of Donald Trump Predictive Programming” on YouTube (and anything by that author/uploader. It helps to know that they plan these world events so far ahead that they even know who will be president.
    Another site that really helped me was “watchuntoprayer” or “watch.pairsite”… After reading basically everything that site has to offer, one comes away with a better perspective and understands more of what to expect from the coming and current deceptions.
    All of that aside, we will be alive (and have been) during the most important times in history (aside from the obvious parallels from thousands of years ago)…. Thanks for your time!
    Be blessed through Jesus Christ

    1. I have Peter G’s book on the 2nd coming of the AC. It’s good. If you want to start categorising others as to how much you like them or think they’re “right on” – no one is 100% because as Paul said “we see in a mirror darkly now, but then (in His presence ) we shall see face to face”. I can even point out errors in translation in the KJV yet may revere it and insist it’s the best or the only version one should read. Myself, I had 2 bibles translated from the original Hebrew / Aramaic (I gave one away to someone last month) into English. The one has 87 books not 66 and because it includes the “diving autograph” in the “inspired” books one can tell which ones are historical only and that’s not to say they have no value. If you want to digest some real meat, go to and download the free pdfs, The Tithe That Binds & Hidden Manna for the End Times”. . Other than that people like L A Marzulli, Tim Alberino, Dr. Tom Horn, Steve Quayle, Pastor David Lankford, Henry Gruver (now there’s a man who’s walked in spiritual warfare for almost 60 years daily and has much to teach), and others like C S Lewis (Screwtape books, Mere Christianity), David Ruffino, J Rufus Moseley, Dr. Michael Heiser (who has excellent stuff on YouTube too), and Dr. Michael Lake.

  103. I think I could marry you. You are a step ahead of me, or maybe 1/2 step, but I find your work fascinating (sometimes mind blowing). I have some resources and am not bad looking, and love to laugh and a KJV Christian, In Texas.

    1. Lol, well I’m single. Haven’t dated since I broke up with my son’s father 7 years ago. I’m busy raising my son… plus it’s just so hard to find anyone who fits me I don’t even try. I feel like if God has someone for me He’ll have to throw him in my lap because not looking. Email me if u want. Who knows? 😂😂

  104. I like your content. We have very similar viewpoints.
    Follow me on if you like. I recommend it.
    If you don’t know… it’s like FB uncensored.

  105. Jeff in God’s Country Wyoming,
    Wonderful, …….impressive I can hardly find words . I always considered myself the black sheep. I used to be more vocal in trying to pry open the eyes of the unseeing. My upbringing was in a parochial school and I had way too many questions that my teachers and parents wouldn’t or couldn’t answer. Now I converse with God in the forests and mountains and wide open prairies, on the lakes and streams . I just accidentally came across your site this morning, thank you for the wonderful writing. Even though I have not met you I now know I have another free thinker in my very ,very small circle of friends ! And I know exactly how you feel about the dating scene, I have all but given up on it myself . Thanks again.

  106. Thank-You for all the hard work you do,sending you good thoughts and of your best articles you have written to date!

  107. Laurel, first I trust all is well. Next, I’m watching Chuck Missler’s Learn the Bible in 24 hr series on YouTube, and in doing so, was reminded when he was elucidating on Genesis, the days of Noah, the Nephilim, Anakim, etc Chuck explains satan’s strategy vs Adam, Noah, Abraham, David, etc, and immediately I thought of your quote from Dave Ruffino’s book, “it all amounts to satan’s war on Christ” or words to that effect

  108. This personal story is still powerful Laurel.
    When you are good….you are REALLY GOOD!
    Just wanted you to know that.
    May God Bless and keep you always.

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